Day 0...relapsed again.I'm lack the discipline to abstain when the urges come.I'm going to start again tomorrow.I must avoid all temptations to do this. I will do this!
Okay.. I have lost my personal life a lot due to PMO. I am losing interest in many activities now which I was actually good at a year ago!! I am also losing concentration and memory power and I blame the obsessive need to have PMO for these failures. I want to quit but my relapses are just innumerable. I also have low self confidence ( at least I feel that way) and I also feel that this is linked with many of my relapses. I want to completely ban myself from PMO and probably this might bring a change no matter how insignificant it might be, it is a change and I am willing to grow. I used this once already but failed miserably and it has been months since the first attempt. I hope my second innings does not end up like the first. Here we go... I hope I succeed. Wish me luck DAY 0!
I'm in! Will start with 30 days without PMO and then no more porn for ever. Cheers and stay strong everyone!
What's up fellas on my way to the first 30 days and relapsing felt gross so...on the right track here we go 0/7
Hi all. Journal: I relapsed this weekend. I was weak-minded. Because i am addicted to porn, the first thing i made when i was in my fathers house(i love with my mom) was see the porn tv channel that he have! That showed clearly to me that i am a weak minded pmo sucker. But I WILL make the challenge again, more focused then ever and will post next sunday that i stayed the whole week without PMO. Lets quit this stupid addiction!