Day 3 - Night - June 16 So much shit is happening at the same time! So much fucking nothing is happening. No urges at all. This is special and I won't waste this run, I'm going far! Actually, I was just joking about nothing happening, some bad things that made me rethink some choices. Today there was 2 exams, I didn't study for it, I had enough time to, but I choose not to. And I failed, I failed so hard... imagine not being able to complete an entire exam, this could destroy my future. It made me think about how hard I'm improving my life for, expecting too much of myself and doing nothing. NoPMO is doing great, but my studies and work are getting worse everyday!
I finished this once but fell off the bandwagon... Got a new laptop after not having one for over a year and the urge to watch porn on a big screen was down right irresistible... At the very least I have another reason why I can fully accept the "addict" label. Ready to reboot this time.
I'm sorry, but I'm going to stop updating my journal on this thread! It's taking me too much time to write two different texts on diferent journals! I'm just saying the day I'm in and how the urges are going, If you want to see my journal: GetLyfed Journal Stay strong everybody! Day 4. No urges.
I'm back. I want to start small. 7 days and eventually reach 30 days. My max is 9 days so far. But the last 3 months I have gone back t my old ways.
