Bro... this shit is truly AA for fappers. Shouts to the creator of NoFap, and the mods of this bih. So... a backstory wouldn't hurt. I'm mid 20s. SI first jerked I like 8th grade (fucked my bed from 6th grade lol) and I would go off sometimes hit a 5 in a night while playing RuneScape (chasing 99s...) and I'd still be ready the next day. Didn't have sex until 12th grade (16y/o) and I would destroy my girlfriend. No problem getting up. No problem premature busting, nothing. We broke completely in 2012 and I was scared of this because she was my first GF and I didn't know how to move on and find someone that would understand me because at the time I was such a lovey dovey. On top of that, I liked having "go-to" sex because her and I were pretty nasty. Fast forward 2014. Must have been 2000 whacks since. I went offfff! Sometime in between I had a free Bangbros account and that HD selection was wild. I had sex with a coworker (2014), it was boring, real boring... I was attracted to her with clothes on, she took them off and I was like nah... I never figured it coulda been porn reworking my standards in the meantime. (2015) Another at LEAST 365-500 whacks. Next girl I had sex with was a BBW. I normally like them semi-thick, but I wanted to try fulfilling that fantasy. As I'm stroking her I'm getting bored. I started thinking of porn scenes to get me harder and closer to cum. Finally I finish... a day or coupe hours later, we try and fuck and my dick is PURE GUMMY WORM. NEVER seen that before, scariest shit ever. Immediately blamed my partner. (Don't do that). Coincidentally my boy calls me explaining how his girl called HIM out on porn causing his numb dick (she's a life saver). Him and I did extensive fucking research during this time. Found nofap reddit and started a small journey. The same BBW I scolded for me being gummy helped me fix it kinda, by being a future tester. I took about 23 days off and fucked her again with a rock solid dick, a day later, another girl. (2017). I went all of 2016 without sex... I figured I caught the ugly, I found MGTOW, and became kinda sour (doesn't help,) and beaaaat 2016 the fuck off. Anal still one of these huge fantasies for me, although I know it won't be like the porn hoes. Gangbangs became prominent, blowbangs/jobs, DPs, 3Ps... I started liking watching these hoes get treated like... hoes... My next girl comes along (met her in the gym) and personality wise, we don't click too well... cuz I'm too bubbly for a quiet girl. But I still wanted to thrash her. Mid Feb she comes over, and I must have jerked a few time that week, we dry hump and I'm hard as shit. I go piss, come back, my dick is goneeee. Like it started rebooting instantly or something. She gets self conscious but this time I reassure her, it's me. (If the girl is too conceited, I'll say she's whack, fuckit.) Some of these "baddies" gotta fall from grace. Feb 12 was IT. The LAST straw. I haven't jerked since. I fucked her last weekend, and it was aight... but I was lazy af with it. Also don't know JUST how hard I was, but she loved that shit. And I came so much I could have plastered her to the ceiling and forgot about her (which was dope). So the reboot is working itself out. That was 34 days that weekend... I'm 40 days now guys, I can't go back... I don't wanna know what kinda problems could come in the future. Keep going guys, we will shit on this industry. Social Media: I'm going for a full 90 before I even think of jerking it. But I WANT to when I see "Insta models" Instant TRIGGER. They also piss me off. These hoes just overstimulate the male all day and claim it's just to feel body positive... that's such bullshit because you can meet some of these fuckers in a big city, and they're just sugar babies half the time. Now we don't HAVE to look at that, but what fucking male wouldn't? I use Insta cuz My question about Insta is, do I need to cut that shit? Is it bad to even see these half naked "fitness motivational models"? I honestly hate them. They're impossible to miss on the search feed. - I had to vent, this may not be as cohesive as I have it in my head, but don't quit your reboot process. You're NOT alone brozens... know this.
