[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 23 Fantasising, Day dreaming are things of past. Now I'm trying to Focus, Be aware of my present.

 

XI. My ability to resist a "no hands" orgasm is slowly becoming stronger. Yesterday I inevitably watched another extremely hot pic (let's say it: it was porn), because of a friend of mine that tried to convince me to give up; "it's useless and an act of cruelty against yourself to throw away the possibility of feeling pleasure with porn", he said, while letting me see this photo of naked lesbians. I felt the orgasm coming, I shut my eyes, shouting to him "stop it, please!", and eventually I made it. This is a dangerous situation. Just because I know how to defend myself, I cannot watch porn everyday. I'll go on a two week completely clean period. The challenge, after all, is about quitting PMO, not just MO. But I just seem to stumble across porn every day, in some way. Obviously what happened yesterday didn't happen because of me, but I still need to be extremely careful. In 3 days, I watched porn pics for 2 times. After all is just about our nature, stumbling accross porn. We cannot hope for a clean getaway. What do you think guys? Jekyll, what can you say about this, have you felt something similar? Meanwhile, I'm halfway to my record...

 

Confront your friends, tell them you are changing your way of life. Those who understand your decision be with them ,those who don't ask them not for support but to respect your decision and leave you alone. This not some fun exercise you do for a while and then forget. It's a way of life. Nofap is a lifestyle. Today we are counting days 30 90 180 360 so in future we don't have to. Today Do what is hard and your Future will be easy.

 

Dr Jekyll doesn't speak. He is like a holy book, gives you a quotation and then it's on you to decipher it. Looking forward for his next quote.

 

ALHAMDULILLAH,
its my day 3 and i am feeling so much blessed. everything is going fine. life is on track i am now enough productive GOD be pleased. i am keep working to achieve my goal.

 

Day 4

 

CXV

 

I would strongly recommend you not to "test your genitals". From my past experiences a single MO session can lead to a long relapse cycle. If it counts as a relapse is a matter of opinion I guess... Anyways, just ask yourself if you feel bad about it. If you do, I guess it was a relapse. If you don't and it doesn't affect your progress, everything should be fine. You have been doing well for a long time, I hope you stay on track

 

Awesome!I was going to say more or less the same thing @Anurag123. If they are your true friends,then they have to respect your decision to make a profound change in your life,because this does have an amazing effect on your social life,business life and on your health! I like people who stand up for their morals and that is exactly what you are doing @LanciaDelta Kudos!!

 

Day 231/365

 

Day 114/365

 

Checking in from last night.

 

Day 24 woke @ 4:30 ,did breathing exercises ,feeling very confident, positive vibes all around . This is the morning I want everyday. Experienced First superpower of Nofap.

 

Also had a nightfall but it wasn't bad .In dream also I was trying not to masturbate, didn't had any sexual thoughts. So I think what happened today might be the removal of extra fluid. Cleansing both Mind and body.

 

Day 5

 

Okay, I understood. Anyway, I think this streak is over. I literally watched porn, and the challenge is about quitting PMO, not MO. I'll reset it, and ask my friends to respect me and my choice. Meanwhile, I'm becoming more and more experienced.

 

It looks like the glitch the website had earlier today has been fixed.
Checking in for day 3

 

Yeah, thread was unavailable, I had a mini Heart attack. After few minutes it was back online.

 

CXVI

 

82 days completed.