[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Warrior words my friend . I feel the same way about porn . It has cost me so much , a marriage , self respect , been known as a wanker , all bad shit , but I will say this , I take 100% responsibility for letting it into my life and I am looking forward to 90 days free as the 20 years of hardcore porn is burnt onto my subconscious mind and when it is erased , that will be a glorious day

 

Day1/365 complete

 

Day 14 completed ...

 

I still have many battles to fight. sometimes it is going to be hard. But no temptation last forever and I have the tools I need to win the fight. I am getting stronger and stronger. Ultimately the victory is mine.

 

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Hey, man, good to see you!

I can recall times while on a long PMO-free streak where it looked a lot bigger down there. I don't sit there and measure myself, but I remember having thoughts that it must be an optical illusion because it looked like I had gained some size. But in retrospect, I think that I was starting to perceive myself as I actually am, and the real illusion was my self-image of being smaller. Emerging out of the false belief imposed by disordered sexuality, I could see the good in the way I am. Same thing with self-image in general. A lot of guys that go to the gym obsessively will look in the mirror and see their muscles as small, or women will see themselves as fat or ugly even though they're not. Part of the healing process has to involve not only self-development (which itself can sometimes be sabotaged by a feeling of being inadequate), but also I think an ability to see and accept the beauty, power, and goodness that is already here right now.

As I'm sure you can agree, it is a guarantee that the further down the path we go, the better all aspects of life shall be!

 

DAY 20 -- "You have to fight through some bad days to earn the best day of your life"

 

Day 10 !

 

3/362 I was very introverted yesterday, feeling much better today.

 

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each benefit you posting ,I think my words come out from your mouth and these are also make my thoughts stronger.
Thanks
God bless you

 

In th

in the long run ,you will not be the same person as you were, you will become energetic and more sympathetic .
I used to be introvert but after finding out my problem I became a totally positive and more energetic and ready mentally and physically.
Because my body changed by going thorough nofap .

 

Day 20- No problems experienced yesterday. No fighting my urges. Just observing them, detaching from them and they died a natural death. I feel very excited this morning after my meditation session. It is good to be alive today!

Benefit 15: I will be less judgmental of myself and of other people if I walk away from PMO.

 

12/365

 

Good for you my frien . Continue to fight the good fight

 

Day 27 . Morning wood is not as common these days but urges are strong . Must continue and see this out . This is my longest streak since I was a teenager

 

I was

I was going to say broke down but my new phone completed the word broke incorrectly by placing off in front of it .
Well, honestly I had an argument with my mother about their bad behavior toward me, that it was not respectful toward me in the past, they Invaded my privacy ,but she did not accept it, I threw my laptop and other things, she then realized I am not happy with their behaviior and I am serious and there would be consequences ,and at this point she then accept and admit that they were wrong, before that they just misuse my generosity , and after this point that I was serious she promised to not to break my red lines and also warn my sister and brother about it.I don't like to be angry or be brutal or harm the things but sometimes some people just know these things(just know this language )and they change themselves under this circumstances.after my transient violence or defence I got a new respect .
But the price was my laptop. It was fell apart.
I should buy another one.
Yes, my brother ,in my view wet dreams contribute to relapses because one becomes sensitive after that .

 

hey my brother,good to see you.
I think one of our bad obstacle is feeling being inadequate that is not real ,it is illusion as you mentioned.i totally agree ,and I decided I accept fully myself and live peacefully and a happy life under this skin, and those thoughts came to me after being contaminated with porn but before that I was a very stable and like rock that shows these thoughts are arise from sexual disorder due to the brain changes caused by pmo and fmo and p and sexual fantasies.
I totally agree that the more we go forward in this constructive journey the more we become realistic and become better in all aspects of our life . From internal feeling (Body states )to external one (not being annoyed by trivial things) because once I reach to the 87 days and I was feeling awesome and the triggers was not triggers to me anymore ,I mean they were became very very weak.
thanks my bro
God bless you.

 

Day 2

I dry fasted for a week , I have more control over my temptation and thoughts now. And my body is in control more in contrast to the past.

 

I think you should live on your own for some time. May be when we live with someone for a longer time. We get focused on few things. When you are out, you can focus on your life as well.
What happened is past. Now I think it is time one should focus on creating his life the way he wants it to be.

 

Day 101.