[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Thanks , It's good to be on the path to freedom instead of enslavement. I appreciate what you said.

 

For me too the accountability is a big thing . And your right about one day at a time. : )

 

I feel it's amazing to have hit 30 days. I never could have done it alone. I'm going to add on a 30 day 100% raw food diet. Give my body a good cleanse and move along a bit on the path of healing. Thanks everyone for being here.

 

113 days completed.

 

90+30+63 days
HAILF THE WAY
I still have wet dreams , especially when I eat biscuits or cookies at nights .

 

Great achievement ,
Congrats in advance.

 

When your mind thinks correctly, when you understand the truth, when the thoughts deposited in your subconscious mind are constructive, harmonious, and peaceful, the magic working power of your subconscious will respond and bring about harmonious conditions, agreeable surroundings, and the best of everything.
Joseph Murphy, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind

Fill your mind with the great truths of life and walk forward in the light of love.
Joseph Murphy, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind

This prayer is for my sister Catherine. She is relaxed and at peace, poised, balanced, serene, and calm. The healing intelligence of her subconscious mind, which created her body, is now transforming every cell, nerve, tissue, muscle, and bone of her being according to the perfect pattern of all organs lodged in her subconscious mind. Silently, quietly, all distorted thought patterns in her subconscious mind are removed and dissolved, and the vitality, wholeness, and beauty of the life principle are made manifest in every atom of her being. She is now open and receptive to the healing currents, which are flowing through her like a river, restoring her to perfect health, harmony, and peace. All distortions and ugly images are now washed away by the infinite ocean of love and peace flowing through her, and it is so.
Joseph Murphy, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind

• The meaning of lovein harmonious human relations Sigmund Freud, the Austrian founder of psychoanalysis, said that unless the personality has love, it sickens and dies. Love includes understanding, good will, and respect for the divinity in the other person. The more love and good will you emanate and exude, the more comes back to you.
Joseph Murphy, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind

When you want wisdom as much as you wanted air when you were immersed in the water, you will receive it.
Joseph Murphy, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind

When fear knocks at the door of your mind, or when worry, anxiety, and doubt cross your mind, behold your vision, your goal. Think of the infinite power within your subconscious mind, which can generate your thinking and imagining. This will give you confidence, power, and courage. Keep on, persevere, until the day breaks, and the shadows flee away.
Joseph Murphy, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind
When your conscious mind (the Little Me) is full of fear, worry, and anxiety, the negative emotions engendered in your subconscious mind (the Big Me) are released and flood the conscious mind with a sense of panic, foreboding, and despair. When this happens, you can, like Caruso, speak affirmatively and with a deep sense of authority to the irrational emotions generated in your deeper mind as follows: "Be still, be quiet, I am in control, you must obey me, you are subject to my command, you cannot intrude where you do not belong.
Joseph Murphy, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind -

In order to change external conditions, you must change the cause. Most men try to change conditions and circumstances by working with conditions and circumstances. To remove discord, confusion, lack, and limitation, you must remove the cause, and the cause is the way you are using your conscious mind. In
Joseph Murphy, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind
Stop trying to get something for nothing. There is no such thing as a free lunch. You must give to receive. You must give mental attention to your goals, ideals, and enterprises, and your deeper mind will back you up. The key to wealth is application of the laws of the subconscious mind by impregnating it with the idea of wealth.
Joseph Murphy, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind -
Whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith. MARK 11:23.
Joseph Murphy, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind

Busy your mind with the concepts of harmony, health, peace, and good will, and wonders will happen in your life. The
Joseph Murphy, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind

 

Daily check-in. On day 81.

 

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Great achievment, keep it up!
Wet dreams also never stop for me when abstaining, I wonder if they ever will or if there simply is a biological need to dispose of old sperms after a while. If they ever stop for you, it would be nice if you could share it, that would be very interesting

 

once again

 

AFAIK they are absolutely normal and there is no difference between releasing sperm through sex and through a wet dream. No need to worry that's a biological need as you said.

 

75/365 and 300 days without porn!

 

That's good advice. I have found that counting days is helpful mostly at the beginning. My goal is to be the guy that doesn't count and doesn't have to, because I'm not that guy anymore. Thanks.

 

Day 264/365

 

2/365 part 1
I had so many realizzations along the way. They all changed me. Each was a solution and still I kept falling back in. This struggle is a real challenge because of this and I am determined to break through this.
I had dignity awareness which really felt good. Seeing an attractive girl or sexy pose I usually get caught to just not step in. Feeling I don’t want to go there out of feeling of dignity and self awareness. This is a new feel that really feels good. And still then I fell again forgetting this. Or I had that I could be really caught in this desire and find a way to move the whole thing away. Like just stepping out. Can’t describe but a move in me that’s possible.

 

2/365 part 2
Then work out doing me really well and beijg able to exit. Then the awareness that I want to do this for my wife and not disburse energy somewhere else. Discovering the big yes to sex which I see also as a solution of getting out because as long as there was a guilt a no a judgement I was captured too. Wrong moralewromg understanding of sex was not good. The solution must be the combination and putting all these aspects I discovered together and be able to stay with a firm decision. I will train myself to apply the above and to train myself to maintain. The temptations will come as the triggers are out there through many super sexy and attractive girls in dresses and poses. But I am determined this works.to just look and see and not step in. I can do this. The hardest actually is when I am low at 4 pm and sink in a low energy. Then I am most vulnerable careless and I must Apply fitness and changing my day schedule to break this with the work out and not letting myself sink in there. I have the formulas. Today I a, determined to name each of these and apply each of these to the various situations. Look at it as a training. This will work

 

2/365 part 3
There are more realizations. How much time it takes to have sessions. How much it takes away from good things in my life preventing good developments. Whole things always develop each time it’s like a major disruption of the process.

Then that it’s important in my case to establish other avenues of relaxation other than porn and edging sessions. Quality of life feel does. Sauna does family doing good things for others. Andevery day is a new day. New things to learn. Today it’s the awareness of that it needs the combination of all these formulas applied to it and to focus on maintaining and training.

 

Just checking in for Day 34.

We are all in the same boat,fighting for our morals,relationships and control of our lives! It's great to be with like-minded people here, who want to face adversity head on, ride the waves and make positive changes.
The great news is that these waves do get smaller each day we battle this immature dangerous filth, and my wife loves that I am doing this.So take it one day at a time and feel proud of yourselves for aspiring to being real men who are unselfish!!

 

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