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So, I'm wondering why in the world now that I'm abstaining from pmo I feel much more anxious than prior to that. Sometimes I can barely sustain my composure it's so overwhelming and I get this overwhelming thoughts that I didn't have while I was doing pmo/mo and that's weird. It is almost as if pmo/mo was my normal state, because I was feeling much better, although I had strong headaches and energy drainings but still I now have much more anxiety and agression and overwhelming thoughts than before. What's going on?

 

Back in the old days when I felt any negative emotion I just went for pmo/mo and "relaxed" myself. Now that this is missing, chaos emerges in my mind

 

I got too comfortable of having my dopamine levels very high. And for every artificial dopamine high that I felt during pmo/mo in the past, I'm gonna feel really stressed out in the present.

 

If only I could fly to stratosphere and snipe pmo with the heat vision...