Day 16/30. Yea, I think it can help a lot to see it as a journey and try to enjoy the journey. To enjoy the process.
Day 3/30 starts here… actually found last night a bit tricky… beginning to be aware I’m missing playing with it… and kept waking with a boner! FOCUS Jasper! focus! counter ticks over to three days this afternoon!
today is day 9, busy in giving my semester examination. Feeling very confident and continuing this path for long days. This all is actually a mind game
Relapsed for M on like day 20. Got arrogant, stopped posting, took eye off ball and got triggered by stress. So... from now on post every AM. That's a commitment!
4/30 begins here. For me… the challenge is to avoid the sexually deviant behaviour and stay away from Skype chats… that’s now been since 4pm Saturday which feels really good! the MO has been I think almost a week now! And so far I’m doing ok! I am so much more aware of my cock though… and getting boners and semis more frequently unexpectedly. This - I think because of the “conscious” mindset of no more feels so different than previous periods of abstinence! Is this the same for others?
today is day 10, yesterday which was day 9 was my first paper of computer organization and architecture. It was quite lengthy paper able to fill 32 pages copy with lot of theory. Now preparing for next paper
11/30 (Poniedziałek, ...) 12/30 (Wtorek, ...) ugh relapsed today. I didn't download any porn, but started to browse and started peeking. so relpased but without porn or masturbation. tomorrow day 1
