"3, 2, 1...JUMP!"

Hi there folks.

I have refrained from joining the NoFap forums for a long time. But I decided I wanted to try something a bit different after...(let's go with) 'many', failures.

Where I am at:

In various forms, I have attempted to stop PMing and get my shambling self in order since puberty (~14yo). My goal has always been complete abstinence, or sex within a marriage (Christian ethics I adopted when I gave my allegiance to Jesus, ~15yo).

From today, I'm attempting a reboot on hard mode, my wife is encouraging me (sexual intercourse causes her physical pain, story for another time - she's getting therapy), and if I get to 90 days we're going to jump out of a friggin' aeroplane together. Serious!

So, here I am, beginning my trudge. I hope to post on the forums as much as I can, (every day if I can manage it) so that I can maintain motivation and hopefully encourage some folks in their own journeys.

I'll leave you with a Chaucer quote from A Knight's Tale.

"To trudge: the slow, weary, depressing, yet determined walk of a man who has nothing left in his life except the impulse to simply soldier on."

The Trudger