25+ days of nofap.

ok here are my observations.
I also had a previous streak but i wasn't much serious into it.
I relapsed. I realized i'm not clean enough to get away with tests like (lets see if i'm still addicted to pmo and i try edging)
It always ends with a relapse. fricking always
but I accepted the loser I am. I accepted I am not clean and the devil inside me always screams "try edging once to see if you still have to will to fap" but guess what? I reply: Not today.
So yeah, my parents didn't buy me any clothes until recently I demanded them, I got these sexy clothes that fit me and some are just 1 size above my size (teenagers in India know why they are big)
so yeah I wore the shirt with sleeves rolled and wore a jeans nice shoes and stuff, damn man I was the most confident person.
I learnt something new about me and how I can perfect being myself every single day.
I learnt that I keep my eyes shrinked like a chinese while smiling in selfies.
I learnt that I can look more smexy when I get to the ending of 90 days (already been there )
I recently went to a wedding reception man I can say that I was the most confident person in the room apart from few old uncles (I observed everyone's posture and their eye contact and stuff, many people look somewhere else when I put on eye contact with them)
It feels amazing. I also do 100 Pushups, 100 Squats, 100 Situps when I feel like (if I'm not tired)
But yeah i do it mostly like 5 days out of 7 days in a week.
I also try running (currently can run around 500m)
I'm also gonna read a book, i'm sure y'all heard of it, yes yes, you guessed it right "the subtle art of not giving a F*CK - by Mark Manson. I'm gonna finish reading it by tomorrow, (need to maximise confidence cuz school starting from 18th) and go get more books next week during the book sale at our city.
I got this book for as cheap as 1.5$ (I don't know if its pirated copy or stuff but it got text and information in it so i'm fine with it)
I'm pretty much very happy and I bet people can feel it.