240 Day Mark

Kinda late on this, but the 17th marked 240 days of no PMO. And thus far, life is okay.

I’m learning to be more in tune with my purpose. I’ve been trying to get in the groove of waking up earlier so I can get more done, but honestly, I need to find things to fill my time. Otherwise, waking up early is pointless.

I go to the gym consistently. I’m probably the most in shape that I’ve ever been. I’ve been trying to keep my mind sharp and learn from the teachings of Marcus Aurelius and Seneca and the concept of stoicism.

I still get a lot of sexual thoughts, but never act upon it. It’s not as hard as it once was to not act on it, but the thoughts still happen regularly. I’m just glad I’ve learned to use more self control.

I was once on the online dating sites (separate thread on that later). I made the decision to delete my accounts and essentially get out the game. I wanted to truly focus on bettering myself, and I felt as if being on Tinder didn’t help my cause.

I got 95 days before it makes a year that I’ve been clean from PMO. I’m asking you guys again to keep me in your prayers, and I’ll be sure to do the same for you all.

Wishing you guys Godspeed.

 

Well, I think the best thing is knowing what’s happening when those thoughts occur. That way, I have a better control on my emotions and my actions. Kinda like, “okay, I’m getting a bit anxious. This needs to stop.” It May Sound ridiculously simple at first, but over time, you’ll see that you’ll have a better grip on yourself and your emotions.