Oh! Even if I started the 14 day and the 21 day challenge together? [21-CHALLENGE] THE TWENTY ONE DAYS CHALLENGE !
Update Day 1/21 Yesterday went better than the day before. We'll see how today goes. My latest journal post- A Time For Commitment & Healing
Not all days are always better than the one before, but it does feel good when they are! I wish this journey were linear but it's not. Remember just take it one day at a time!
Day 10/21. Another nice day today. I'd be lying if I said I didn't have any urges, but I've been doing well to push those out of my head right away. I don't want to say I'm afraid of those urges, but I am very very cautious and aware of them because they've taken me down to many times before. Still amazing to feel how good I feel and I'm only a few days in. And I still need to take it one day and a time.
Day 2/21.. yesterday was real tough .. day full of urges and had a erotic dream which made me awake before ejaculation .. saved somehow .. will stand still and let the waves go . And not give up . Will win this fight against subconscious . Now or never
Hi Everybody, I relapsed again today. I m trying to do an other Strategie. I will go to the 7-Day Challenge. Than maybe in addition I move to the 14-Days bevor I'll come here again. Meanwhile I wish you all the best! Never give up hope!!
Update Day 2/21 Yesterday felt a bit mixed, but I managed to control my urges for relapsing. I wanted to relapse but ended up not going that route. I got some things knocked off my to-do list and felt good toward the end of the day. We'll see what happens today!
Day 11/21. Didn't have a great start to the day today, but it's been getting better. Usually it's the opposite! This makes me a bit happy that I can take negative momentum and turn it around. There's always something that you can get better at when fighting this addiction.
Update Day 3/21 Yesterday went well, despite it was rainy all day. But I managed to control my thoughts. The urges were around, but very low-level. So I felt pretty good today, we'll see how today goes.