relapse this tuesday. there's a lot of conflits in my mind these days, and I really need some encouragements. I'm downhearted. I find it so hard to even reach my 30d. my first streak is great, I managed 70d. but later, I failed and failed again. it's really discouraging sometimes. however, I think it's time for a new streak. day 0.
First of all, i'd like to say that you have made some great accomplishments. 70days and 30 days free are some great numbers even i am jelous of. So, dont be discouraged. If you made it once, you can do it again.
Relapsed on day 14. Dissapointed in myself but I'm not giving up. Back to day 0. Most important thing is to keep going no matter how bleek things may seem.
Edging is the devil , don't do it , edging is bad for your dick and the reward circuit in your brain , don't do it , edging is the hardest part to give up , you wake up on a stalk , horny as fuck and you are fantasising about some hottie and her friend wearing matching thongs and low cut bras and them two with enough eye shadow and lipstick to make Jenna Jameson look like mother Theresa, and nobody in the bedroom to stop you edging only yourself , that's rough , it can be resisted but most have been fapping over a decade , so to stop the act is the hardest , edging is the devil , it allows you to fap without you feel like your fapping , but in fact you are fapping ,
Relapsed day 13 I understand much my body now. when I finishing 1 week pmo it is not hard for my but after is so hard because I have more energy and I can't sleep during the night,I make more sports in the week but this energy stay the same always, I masturbed during the night and after 1 minutes I sleep wtf I wake up in the morning I feel good for the rest of the day I think i going to change my challenge because it hard for students like me have bad sleep every time. Good luck for everybody