Day 20/21....oh God today I jumped free of a trigerring situation to cheat my girl friend. It was hard but definitely worth it. If I had gone out of my way to do what I shouldn't have, I would probably have trotted myself smoking cigarretes to the point of dry coughs to quiet my guilt, while trying to get my head around what happened. But, I stayed sane and I am here with you fellow travellers anouncing the completion of the 20th day of the challenge and that's good enough.
Day 18: I still have to be consistent with the habits/routines...or eventually I will be right where I started! I feel so anxious when talking to people at counters...(esp new people)..and I also keep looking back to my life and feel regret because of not doing my best despite having potential.
