And this is why it's hard. Luckily you are tough. And you are going to beat this thing. Because that is what you have chosen. Turn the guilt into resolve. Well done for being honest with yourself. =o)
9/21 - feel better today and my horniness is somehow pleasant. STD tests negative! Feel I may be ready soon for a serious relationship, I want to be a loving examplary man.
Day 2. Getting better, I got unstable because the owners of the apartment we rent want us out in July, it's not a big tragedy but it moved my floor. Going swimming tomorrow
I guess that's 12 days down! Things are going pretty well- I'm controlling my eyes much better and checking out girls much less, which I'm sure has been helping me a lot on this journey. That said, there's still room for improvement!
Day 10 Completed. Man this has been tough. 10 days! I'm so pissed off right now...dopamine levels are super low after all I'm also not eating fast food, junk food or sweets....
9/21 I call feel my body starting the change. My moods lifted slightly, so has my energy levels, again everso slightly. Dreams have an overall sexual tint that right now is manable. Eating healty. Extremely positive, to the point of no negative thoughts allowed. Dare I say Im getting stronger.
Day 3 completed! I'm motivated by success of other people. Such is the power of community! More power to us all. We will make it.