It all started slow. It wasn't kind of hard at first. I occupied my mind with books and work. About a week in, i felt like anything was possible, like i could do anything. I was able to do my work faster and better. I was motivated to read more books, and eat better. Now i eat only whole foods, and i read 4 books in the past 2 weeks. I got into tinder again, and noticed i was more fluid and creative when talking to girls. I have now 3 girls I can't wait to meet irl. On of those (which was black, big deal for me, I'm white, and interracial was now a possibility), she's hot let me tell you. For the past two days she told me nothing would happen between us. I didn't give a shit really, i wasn't desperate. Today i kinda friendzone her, but she ask me for my snapchat. Two hours later we were kinda having phone sex through snapchat. She came, i manage to not cum, but i edged it. I'm feeling confident now, but still don't know if that was bending the nofap rules a little.
