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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Aug 30, 2017.
Day 3 done praise God
Well ... Guess I am back at day zero, since this is hard mode reboot.
Day zero then.
Keep trying man be worth im only a few hours shy of day two. Im finding one area incredibly hard right now.
Going to try 14 day’s on my 2nd day so far it is very difficult at certain point’s of the day like early morning and late at night. Longest ive done was 5 days maybe twice so this will be a challenge although i gave up drinking for 3 1/2 months fairly recently so i know i can do thing’s like this.
Day 14! Time for 30.
Relapsed at day 3. I feel like it is impossible to complete the 14 day challenge :-(.
Day 1: slow and steady wins the race.
Everything Good happens to me today. I will not 'ruined" it
0/14 Lets Do This
I didn't slept long. Zest for action, zest for life.
I can do this. I will do this.
See you in 14 days!
7/14... here it goes!!!
Oh there's something missing ...
Right now I'm 100% commited. I know I have to be in this state, talk like this, think like this and I know this will work. I know what I'm doing. This is not positive thinking, this is identity change.
But ... who would believes an addict who for the umpteenth time promises recovery? at that right after relapse?
Even I myself can't avoid holding a little bit of this very reasonable disbelief.
However it's so crucial for me, that I believe in me. NOW. And I hope some of you can still believe in me as well. It's like magic. It works ONLY WHEN you believe in it.
So what is missing? I have to put something at stake in my commitment!
If I fail the 14-day-Challenge I donate $100 to NoFap®
What counts as a fail? - willingly using porn or subs for arousal, willingly masturbating, designedly going on a porn site, MO, PMO
What do I mean by willingly? - that the mind, the frontal cortex if you will, had the chance to intervene but did not.
After the 14 days I will probably extend this personal Challenge to 30 days. And I also want to donate if I succeed. I think after 30 days I will donate $15 or buy something from the nofap-store. But first let me finish the 14 day as the first step.
And now something funny