Day 0 of 14. I had a 12 day streak, which is the longest I have gone so far. I have been quite tired, but have taken action on my goals regardless. I felt that I deserve a reward, so I smoked weed in the evening after a good day of work, haven't been smoking for 2 weeks. I then got quite horny, and rationalized that it was alright to bust a nut and enjoy myself watching tasteful porn with hot a girl masturbating. I felt in the moment and didn't judge myself for listening to my bodily need that I have been keeping off my mind. Too bad I didn't get to day 14 this time, but I plan to beat my old record and keep progressing. Until I have at least beaten my old streak I will mindfully observe my urges and let the feelings pass without reacting to them. I will have to moderate my weed smoking as well to times where I feel that I have earned a chill out session. Feeling motivated and like still having momentum.
Just completed the 7 day challenge, felt great to go 7 days without PMO. Time to start on the 14 day challenge! Lets go. Here's to day 0. @2525
12/14 I opened school yesterday. In the morning I was at school. In the evenings i I was studing, at night played some video games, going to bed now