Thanks all. Fell off the wagon very hard today. But I'm back! Having gone 7.5 days I am now in a better position to not only do it again but aim for two weeks. Lets get this done together!
2/14 having a great time with my partner and her family. Hope everyone have a great year, keep forward, don't give up, don't let the bad thoughts let you, and if you relapse don't let get too much in your mind, you are worth and everyone deserve a good life, everyone do mistakes but that doesn't mean you lose. Good vibes and lots of success to all, happy 2018, wish everyone a year full of determination!
Day 4. I spent about 6 hours today on the internet after telling myself that I would not, but at least I didn't view any porn
9 days completed. I'm wondering if I'm flatlining.. I haven't had much for urges and I think I'm beginning to naively believe that this attempt at quitting will somehow be easy. I know that's not true. At this point, porn only relents so it can try to catch me by surprise and drag me back. A porn addiction is willing to retreat for a few days if it means it can eventually ambush and defeat me. I can never let my guard down; every action and thought must held accountable!
It's that damn false confidence sneaking in. It gets me every time. Stay vigilant my friend. grea streak keep it up
After just started day 0 , back to 0 hahha , Last night I felt something then I looked at 2 or 3 pics on Google, then relapsed... Very good to start again...
Day 2: had a few “urges” that upon closer inspection were just my deluding myself into justifying relapse. Also had moments of boredom /tiredness that I remedied in healthy ways. (A cup of tea and The Office.) And I’ve kept my trust in God’s grace to keep me strong. Some progress!
Happy New Year everybody, had a good night last night, had a good dance and stayed sober as driving. A New Year. Can't wait.