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So here i am a 17 year old guy who wants to be a programmer, singer and a music producer has just begun his journey in achieving those dreams that doesn't make me sleep. to be honest i don't even wanna sleep i just wanna work, study and sing till i die..! but the problem here is that whenever i see a girl why the heck do i see her boobs? i don't wanna be in that type of character .. i feel sexual urges whenever i see a girl sitting next to me or front of me. and i hate going college don't know why HELP REQUIRED!