BlacktopCoyote

I thought that I could reboot while still masturbating, but what I difference I notice when I don't even masturbate! I have so much energy!

I've started again! This time a friend and I are going to stay strong and reboot!

I am perfect and full, but when I grasp for more, I lose.

Day 2: Diminished drive scares, and I often falter when I feel the need to check. I forget that I'm perfect without need of pixels.

Day 2: I'm ready to sustain growth towards wisdom, towards a man that I can be proud of, full of integrity.

Every time I’m alone it’s a struggle. Even for ten minutes aside, there’s still a struggle.

I don’t fap for loneliness, or anger, or lack of self esteem. Not anymore Now it’s falling into old habits. it claws me back vivid and quick

Back to day 1. I’m going to hold myself to daily updates until I can make it out. I need community, and that’s the best thing about NoFap :)

Already I feel so much better; Have rediscovered my wife's body, and feel surging with energy to work hard and live the life I want!!!!!!!!!

Day 12. I'm not adhering to strict PMO, trying to get rid of the hard stuff and feel real pleasure, not sucked into images and self denial!

Great day at the gym yesterday. Glowing with manly Scottish pride. Confident. Alive. Day 2.

There are so many triggers out there temping me back to porn, reminding me. I'm sure it's the same for y'all. Can't wait to forget.

Raaawr!!! Day 1 no porn Here I come!!!

My social anxiety is so tied my porn use. After my laps I have been so timid today. Here's to a bold-faced self-respecting future.

I'm so demoralized ... I watched porn last night after a social anxiety/self deprecating spinout ... Day 1

Day 6-I feel so alive and ready for another week. Confident, and resilient. Knowing y'all are here and going through the same thing helps so

I came close just now, but I think I"ll make it to day 3.

I have a job interview soon. I feel the urge to release stress and sabotage my energy and enthusiasm, but trying to stay strong.

20 Pushups, 6 Wide arm pull ups, 20 Squats, and the danger has passed. Trembly happiness suffuses

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