I feel free here to post what I think! I must say I constantly think about suicide, aproximately 2 or 3 times per week
I failed. I matrubated myself 3 times. Gotta restart. Sometimes I can't handle the anxiety and the fact that I haven't had a girlfriend.
Let me just tell you right now, just because you never had a girlfriend doesn't make you less of a person and less of a man. Please repeat that sentence. You are a powerful human being. The fact that you are on this site wanting to change your life is inspirational. Revolutionary. Lastly, never look at your failures as failures. Only look at your progress as your guide. You are amazing to me. You're a fucking beast.
Thanks man! That's pretty motivational. I always make my best to be one step ahead to become the best version of myself. Even though my mental limits are so fucking strong and my life's references are always trying to beat me up, I know one day I'll conquer them and unlock the key that's been holding me back all this time.