It doesn't matter that she doesn't care anymore- I do and I am committed to living life free of porn and dysfunction.
I don't know what the future holds, but I know it won't involve a spiral of shame. I may be close to drowning but my chin is up.
I think it's too late to save my marriage but not too late to be the person I want to be. Committed to a life without porn.
Even know my father doesn't even LOVE her anymore, she still loves him, and she never wanted a divorce, she wanted him to stay here even know he was down right cheating on her... I wish your wife was more understand and I'm sorry your going through this... I'll be praying for you... God bless.
I'm one step before divorce. If my husband would act like you I would not think about it. But he doesn't care if I leave. Keep saving your marriage!
I just want to say that I am glad that you are still fighting. I admire your tenacity, and persistence to make things better for you, for your wife, and for your family. I believe those qualities will help you be successful!
With me yes! Successfully made it though a flatline, no Pmo. Situation with wife could take years. I'm committed and will hold onto hope.
Great to hear! I believe in you! You have made a really good decision in quieting it. It is poison. Really. And as I said I believe in you. Find support around family, friends and this forum :)
No PMO is a challenge, but earning back the love and respect of my wife is going to be even harder. I will hold on to hope!
No PMO is a challenge, but earning back the love and respect of my wife is going to be even harder. I will hold on to hope and fight dark
No PMO is a challenge, but earning back the love and respect of my wife is going to be even harder. I will hold on to hope unt
No PMO is a challenge, but earning back the love and respect of my wife is going to be even harder. I will hold on to hope Until
No PMO makes life harder, but easy is the enemy. My life can't change unless I do. I refuse to be defined by addiction and darkness.
I choose the faint hope that I might be able to keep the love of my life instead of the false hope of old habits that should stay dead
Today was impossibly hard, but I am stronger. Ignore the doubt and move past the darkness. Push-ups help :-)
