BoiledEggplant

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1. BoiledEggplant
  Day 20x: My brain's at it again. "imagine how fun it'll be if you relapse now and enjoy endless orgasms"... FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
  
  Apr 9, 2017
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  2. MANJ33T
    Same thing happening to me right now
    
    Apr 9, 2017
  3. BoiledEggplant
    I did not relapse, I brushed it off and stayed away from any possible stimulus. But this shit was hard... I cannot stop repeating the fact that this is a serious addiction. I stopped smoking and cut off junk food and sugar recently and the withdrawal symptoms were nowhere near as harsh.
    
    Apr 10, 2017
    
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2. BoiledEggplant
  Day 20: Voices in my head go like "hey come on, what's wrong with a quick one?" Nothing really, just post-orgasm depression and regrets.
  
  Apr 9, 2017
3. BoiledEggplant
  Day 19y: Please, for the love of God, please, when you're about to relapse go for a half hour walk and think hard about this.
  
  Apr 9, 2017
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  2. Grow_out_of_it
    Nice advice it really helps a lot.
    
    Apr 9, 2017
    
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  3. Struggle Bug
    Indeed! Sometimes we forget we can remove ourselves from the situation and just walk away from the urges!
    
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4. BoiledEggplant
  Day 19x: It's ridiculous to assume you'll watch porn better after 90 days. A drug addict won't reasonably inject after a while of stopping.
  
  Apr 9, 2017
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5. BoiledEggplant
  Day 19: Starting to understand that 90 days or even a year won't be enough. This is an addiction and should be eliminated completely.
  
  Apr 9, 2017
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  3. Grow_out_of_it
    You've got quiet interesting name though.
    
    Apr 9, 2017
  4. BoiledEggplant
    Eggplants are good for your health.
    
    Apr 9, 2017
    
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  5. Grow_out_of_it
    I hated eating eggplant as a kid. Lol!!
    
    Apr 9, 2017
6. BoiledEggplant
  Day 18: Wondering about the return of biological sexual function that I've been ignorant about since my early teens.
  
  Apr 7, 2017
  2. TheBigCaddenski
    Can you explain what you mean?
    
    Apr 7, 2017
  3. BoiledEggplant
    Through years of masturbation and porn addiction we tend to forget how a normal person is supposed to sexually function.
    
    Apr 8, 2017
  4. TheBigCaddenski
    Gotcha. I've been wondering about that too. Not really sure what it even should be like.
    
    Apr 8, 2017
7. BoiledEggplant
  Day 17: I'm waiting for the need for motivation to disappear and abstinence from PMO to become second nature.
  
  Apr 7, 2017
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8. BoiledEggplant
  Day 16y: Just realized I had 100 gigs of porn stashed on my HDD. Shift deleted that shit instantly. THE DEVIL'S NOT GONNA FUCK WITH ME...
  
  Apr 6, 2017
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  2. Covert
    Two imprtant keys have been pressed by you.
    
    Apr 6, 2017
    
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  3. Whackless
    The Devil will always test us. It's the only way we grow.
    
    Apr 6, 2017
    
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9. BoiledEggplant
  Day 16x: After a test to assess my tolerance today, the dangers of porn have never been more clear. Hoping for this addiction to end soon.
  
  Apr 6, 2017
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10. Deleted Account
  If you looked at a nude video yesterday and tried looking at porn today (and got an erection), how is it still a streak of 16 days? You need to reset your counter, surely.
  
  Apr 6, 2017
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  2. BoiledEggplant
    I did not masturbate, and yesterday was accidental due to a social media thing. Today was just for a few seconds as a test of tolerance. No need to be too conservative about it.
    
    Apr 6, 2017
    
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  3. BoiledEggplant
    In other words, I did not view porn for pleasure like a porn addict would. It was extremely partial and lasted no longer than 5 seconds.
    
    Apr 6, 2017
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    OK, good news! :)
    
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11. BoiledEggplant
  Day 16: Tried looking at porn to see how I'd react and... oh God... Blood rushed down there like crazy. TOO SOON.
  
  Apr 6, 2017
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  3. BoiledEggplant
    Just a test of tolerance and nothing else. I never went this much without porn before so i was curious. The results were definitely dangerous and a strong lesson about how we're really addicted to porn.
    
    Apr 6, 2017
  4. Strength And Light
    You're addicted to dopamine. You just tested your tolerance by injecting yourself with the substance you're trying to quit. Does a recovering alcoholic test their tolerance with a shot of tequila? Of course not. You are better than that!
    
    Apr 6, 2017
    
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  5. BoiledEggplant
    Will never do this ever again.
    
    Apr 6, 2017
    
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12. BoiledEggplant
  Day 15y: Looked at a nude video out of curiosity and with the urge to masturbate, I wanted to smoke again and break recent vows... funny...
  
  Apr 5, 2017
13. BoiledEggplant
  Day 15x: My orgasm in the dream felt dry and pleasure-less. A reminder that relapsing is for nothing but a passing pleasure and a lot less.
  
  Apr 5, 2017
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14. BoiledEggplant
  Day 15: Relapsed, broke my diet and fell into depression. Thankfully it was a nightmare and I woke up... Why would I dream that!?
  
  Apr 5, 2017
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  2. cgwbfimh
    stay strong ! I have a mix of dreams now good and bad, before i couldn't even remember my dreams. Remember YOLO :)
    
    Apr 5, 2017
15. BoiledEggplant
  Day 14y: I cannot believe how calm and collected my thoughts are in combination with a clean diet and abstinence from substances...
  
  Apr 4, 2017
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  2. BudoLife
    Awesome.
    
    Apr 4, 2017
16. Lazarus Shuttlesworth
  Nice username
  
  Apr 4, 2017
  2. BoiledEggplant
    Gotta be creative somehow
    
    Apr 4, 2017
17. BoiledEggplant
  Day 14x: Frustration from 1 week of being ignored by my family hasn't put a strain on me. Even if so, rationality should dictate everything.
  
  Apr 4, 2017
18. BoiledEggplant
  Day 14: Got signals from this chick who clearly wanted to get it on. Denied her the chance. Abstaining and rebooting now is more important.
  
  Apr 4, 2017
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  2. a3a
    That's good you know where you're focus is. Keep going you got this.
    
    Apr 4, 2017
  3. Atlanticus
    I find that more impressive, even, than avoiding P while online! Very cool, guy!
    
    Apr 16, 2017
    
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19. BoiledEggplant
  Day 13x: Just got back home from an outing. I noticed my conversational skills have improved, I speak my mind more comfortably. Interesting.
  
  Apr 3, 2017
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20. BoiledEggplant
  Day 13: Yesterday's cravings gone in a flash. Proves to show it's the devil testing you and nothing else. Fuck relapse, fuck weakness.
  
  Apr 3, 2017
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  2. kraanwater
    You are stronger than the cravings! good job not giving in!
    
    Apr 3, 2017
    
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