MrBlackranger

I've been praying and reading daily. It's makes a big difference!

I'm finished rolling in the mud. It takes so long for me to get back up.

When I derail... I DERAIL!

I feel dumb for being so frustrated with not having sex but most of you guys are doing hard mode by choice. I'm trying not to be resentful..

Devil: you should reward yourself for your hard work, have a fap. ;)

Almost two weeks since I've watched. Even longer since I MO'ed. I thought I would O more since I'm married but I forgot I married a nun.lol

I could just pluck out my eyes... that would make this easier....and a lot of other things harder.lol

These dreams are the worst!

They need another site for people addicted to sugar! I need that.

I'm sitting here today eating a sandwich feeling like a king that just beat he biggest foe! WHOS NEXT!?!?!? COME GET IT!

Life is Good!

I wonder when I will be able to live life without thinking about trying not to do things.

Today makes at least a week since I last PMO. I'm feeling good. Since I've joined NoFap it seems like I'm more focused.

Last night I had a dream that hide in the bathroom to pmo. I watched the vids that are in my head. It was so real that I felt bad I did it.

This thing gets hard sometimes. No pun intended...

Can't go anywhere without there being someone that wants my eye.

I always feel the need to post my deepest darkest secrets on here. like, I drink the last of the milk and put the jug back in the fridge.lol

Idk 1st I remember that vid, excitement that I might be able to pmo, then come down because I know I shouldn't. So many lies in my ear.

MBR for short if need be.

Told my wife I was trying not to M but didn't mention Nofap.