Sekhmet the Fury Bringer

Way to go man.

That was from a recovery app not my genius idea!

As for plants, I believe there are indigenous people's who do gain certain truths through them but much of the modern day world has twisted their sacred use for indulgent purposes.

Ayahausca retreats for example have grown popular but I feel they aren't effective without a trained shaman if one has to even contemplate turning to ingesting something other than sacred scriptures, prayer, etc. perhaps for truth.

I've lost my mind so many times on mushrooms and gained nothing for it in the end. Lol ok enough about hallucinogenic plants LOL. I recently tried San Pedro within the last year, and also gained nothing. With a Shaman in Peru perhaps I would have gained a lesson but alas I neglected other ways of finding the Truth for the quick fix.

See what happens when I try to fit in with all the cool kids and their Hentai? I start talking about swinging at demons....

But yes I will have to face them when I am stronger for sure I understand what you're saying man.

Get there anyway you can. It does get easier the further into reboot you get. Not easier every single day but a steady average incline upwards.