TheLoneWolf88

Violence you'll find is very natural and the lack of it in our modern lives is actually unhealthy for us men. I'm not trying to be delusions but violence in a controlled environment helps in other aspects of life.

As of right now, I don't think I'll be acting out this stress tomorrow as I feel I've got pretty much all of it out. Now I just have to keep it off of my mind

Awesome. That's good!

I know that, but PMO was initially used to satiate my sex drive as no one was willing to. Then it just started to spiral out of control

It's not sex drive, it's to satiate your addiction

It became that way, yes. But I initially used it to get my frustrations out when I couldn't find anyone

I wouldn't be surprised if someone comes in here while I'm at work and think I've murdered someone

Just put on a lot of cologne if you are feeling self-conscious

I guess that's a good thing. Reminding me how much of a pathetic loser I've become

Or you can be motivated to change your situation, maybe try martial arts to meet people or some other activities.

I'm focusing on lowering my body weight. I'm a little chubby. I'm doing at-home exercises and cutting back on my massive sugar intake

I fully understand this is scaring everyone away. It burns my nostrils

Fapping really does lower us :/

This smell is rancid. Absolutely indescribable. Not even showering washes it off -_-

True and the same counts for me as well....unfortunately.

Everyday is the same. I have no preference for any day or any month of any year.

This is basically what I've learned over the years

Did you relapse at 100 days? Stay away from fantasy and arousal. It could trigger spasms

Almost 100 days. It's like my hip muscles are tensing up from time to time, and I'm not even thinking of P

Does this work? I don’t get much erections.

I was focusing on removing P entirely, and I was only going to fap when I really needed to. I guess my little guy was so exhausted over the years that I had no desire to fap

It's a bit like me also.

wow 81 days nice! grats with it. I think happyness is something you wish to obtain. You see people happy and you are aware about the things you miss. its natural

i am 38 in all humility, i wished that i were married. Eat together, holidays together. cooking watching tv shows. lets call it a life. now i am lonely feeling i missed life phases. I see people happy. it motivates me to get clean from porn and find the energy etc in life to find a wife after i have found myself! (better life)

happyness is not a permanent state of being by the way. unhappyness is realising you are wanting something else at that moment. (counts for everything)