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Today feb 11 and i fapped after watching porn, been in bed the whole time. I need some help man!! I am conciously giving in which hurts.

Had a nightfall on Feb 10 i.e today i need to control my dreams need to be more aware.

Had a nightfall.

And again that's now twice.

So relapsed after 4 days was under stress.

watched porn and relapsed twice after 10 days.

So relapsed twice!!!! Just couldn't resist.

And that too at a day time so just unbelievable.

And started doing explicit things with her in dream and that's when I think i ejaculated don't know what these means it was weired.

So today I had a wet dream but in the afternoon after 13 days I dreamt of girl with vitiligo.

So relapsed again.

So fapped 3-4 times again.

And relapsed after 22 days!!

Had nightfall today on day 18 so it's second in this 18 days and I really want it to stop.

So 13 days completed.

Had a nightfall on 7th day.

And I fapped after 14 days one more relapse in the tally. I should never have started this habit and i never would have been cursed this way

And 13 days completed.

11 days completed..

Relapsed!!!