Relapsed for no reason..for I was bored to death..that's all.. no reason at all .. I wasn't horny or anything, didn't even liked it.
It's sad to here. What happened to him? Did he get married or got a new job or higher position in society?
I had a very good friend and a cousin of mine. But ever since he got married he stopped contacting us. Now I never see his face.
oh my, sorry, didn't mean to hurt you, i thought you were joking about it so i responded accordingly. really sorry
I have failed many times in my NF journey. Long streak or short, failing always hurt. It makes me cold. I believe for everyone its somewhat
Cause this constant war with ourselves made us cold and our eyes have changed, just take a look at a photo of you 10 years ago and look in the mirror, you will see your eyes have changed. Your eyes are determined, focused.
Believe me this fight worth it, this is not a fight to get women laid in your bed, this is not a fight to get more attractive, this is a fight to tame the dark horse inside your mind. Tame it. It won't die, but tame it, you are taming it already just tame it more oneday it might be calm and oneday it might rampage again..
It will always stay in our head until maybe we are biologically unfit to ride that dark horse again. But remembering not to forget to tame the dark is a way of life we choose. That',s why we are different from others. We are fighting against natural instincts this fight isn't easy. So my brothers, ignite the fire inside your hearts and fight on. Cause pain is life, pain is the eternal truth.
Sadness will probably tell you that now that you relapsed it's ok to binge more and more. It's not. Stop it! Learn from it! Stand up again!