I dont blame myself for letting the dream start because that obviously happens when we're truly asleep, but dreaming isn't a full loss of consciousness and therefore will imo.
So i guess tl'dr true sleep is where loss of semen is not your fault (but even then u could say u didn't lessen the chance of ur penis being stimulated by soft fabric or u chose a not so wise sleeping position that makes one prone to cum.
But dreams again, you aren't fully "asleep". You can wake up. And people do that all the time. Otherwise waking up from a nightmare wouldn't be a thing.
Day 25 Semen Retention. A new streak for me! U think I give up soon? Fuck no! Here's to my first ever month of SR, coming soon...
Its always the first week after you break a streak that you get the most urges that lead into relapses. Please let me sit in shame.
Please do not comment. I want to be alone and sit with this. I feel like I've let others down. I promise I won't succumb to this addiction again.
Day 0. I wont update again until day 7. I cant let myself relapse again. Filled with shame. I will break this addiction. I promise.