Go claim your masculine inheritance. Don't be a fool by listening to the media. Positive masculinity is scarce and in high demand.
“If most of us remain ignorant of ourselves, it is because self-knowledge is painful and we prefer the pleasures of illusion.” Aldous Huxley
You start with vanilla, and end up with shit. Then you become addicted to shit. This is not icecream anymore. This is pure shit. Wake up.