I love the profile picture. I just changed mine recently from a Calvin and Hobbes one to a Little Prince one. C&H will always be a fav. Fare forward, fellow traveler!!
No big deal. Start again. You have to keep trying. I also relapsed yesterday. Don't give up. You can do this.
I relapsed today at around 10am... it drove me crazy, I felt so shit and helpless. Now hours later determined to kick the habit again and ready to start again tomorrow. You can do this! like @GoodListener7053 said you can do this!
Feeling sad. Failed miserably. Back to square one. Why am I doing this to myself if I know it's bad for me?? :(
Because at the time if feels so good that it can't possibly be bad for you right? We trick ourselves into believing that what feels good is good. We lie to ourselves all the time. Important thing is that you're here.
We're fallen human beings, so falling shouldn't suprise us. Without God's grace we can do nothing but fall, so everyday we don't that's when we should be surprised and give gratitude to God.
Also keep in mind God is also not surprised by our falls nor does He stop loving us when we fall. He came here to help us fall less and less until we reach the homes he's prepared for us.