I am so sorry bhai relapse hogya last time 34 iss baar 35 bahut hi bura lag rha h tereko apne aapko sabko disappoint kiya maine ...
Stay aware at every step brother, brain will try to trick you. Meditate and guard up. Love from my side <3
''Suffering becomes beautiful when anyone bears great calamities with cheerfulness, not through insensibility but through greatness of mind.''- Aristotle
I think you should watch this brother https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smfKM7v-CQo&ab_channel=GodlySelf
Bhai Jo Ho Jaaye Pichle Streak Ko Todna Kisi V Halat Me Kyoki Ek Relapse Dusre Relapse Ke Chances Ko Barha Deta H Or Aisa Krne Se Teko Guilt V Feel Nhi Hoga.
You know 1 drop of Semen = 10 to 40 drops of blood, you're taking your blood out for such a small pleasure, imagine how damaging it is. Guard up brother, no excuses.