Gonner

sorry to hear man. But maybe this was a wakeup call. I don't know how much of a role porn addiction played in your relationship but it may very well be a main reason as to why this happened.

Idk but Never was able to stop also never got caught, that i know of ,but always was guilty. And being in a relationship never helped me because well, she could be a trip and i could or would relapse but it was always infrequent idk . It was mostly my fault but i could never tell her because i really felt love for her and was too ashamed.

I feel you man. The best thing you can do is trying to become the best version of yourself and keep growing, in every way possible. Make sure that cutting ties with you turns out to be her loss and not the other way around.