Gambler Kaiji

Reset2 209 days back to 0 Dropped by to update the day counter Next goal is 365 Can't promise frequent visits I do best when my minds off it

R1 Day18: Going much smoother than before. No urges, been staying offline more. Jogged a mile around the lake and fed the ducks mid jog

R1 Day 8: way less urges so far been limiting Time spent on computer as much as I can. Aiming to hit 90+ with a much clearer perspective

Day 89/Day 0 Relapsed No urges but i've been thinking & want another go at a cleaner reboot. Did MO didn't feel much of anything from it.

Day 75 every day we fight

Day 74 Urges main thing is I keep thinking to myself “Not Today” Every time it happens. Heavy work out two days in a row may just rest today

Day 68. Urges. Peanutbutter banana smoothie, workout, rest, workout, baked potato, work out, glass of milk, draw, bed. Another day done.

Day 67 Going to draw until my pen runs out of ink, limit videogames to once a week now. Growing less motivated to play so time off may help.

Day 62 Tough day Had a sexual dream & woke up dry at 5am urges since then but haven’t looked at anything. Hand washed my car to get some sun

Day 55. Slow day going through the motions. Still doing my daily tasks reading, exercising,& drawing I’m sure this lethargic spell will pass

Day 49.Woke up with bad urges. Had a close call with a wet dream.But woke myself up from it at 3am. No mess.Endured it til it faded at 9am.

Day 47 Staying busy. Replaced old habits of seeking arousal out of boredom with reading. Cooking homemade bone broth til the sun sets.

Day 44 Did a little sun gazing today. In the midst of it, I notice I no longer have floaters in my eyes.

Day 36. Draw before turning on TV or internet. Deep breathing in sunlight for 20 minutes. 40 reps of at least two exercises. Fruit for snack

On a journey to channel my sexual energies. Taking more solitary introspection in order to do so currently.

Day 24 No PMO. will take a break from the forums. If I relapse I'll let you know. It's not easy, but nothing worth while in life ever is.

Day21.Today went better.Going to take a break from internet to gain composure. It’s great coming here, but I feel I may become too reliant.

Day 20.Not an easy day, woke up with urges, they’ve been on & off. Ate an apple and exercised.Urges still there hoping for a better tomorrow

Day 19.Booted out of work. Not sick but management wanted everyone out.Got home and worked out.40 squats ,push ups ,sit-ups, and step ups.

Day 17, had a dream rejecting a woman.Think I hit the flat line, not sure tomorrow will tell. Woke up with less energy/drive than usual.