When I'm feeling down or frustrated, my mind still occasionally says ok let's go look at P. Over 100 days in and that habit still nags me.
I catch myself mentally saying, "ok done with that task, now let's go to a P site as a reward." 97 days in and that habit is still there.
P subs have been recently very tempting for some reason. I've resisted so far. Damn sexy images & bikini pics on Facebook and Youtube...
https://soundcloud.com/motivationgrid/stop-killing-time-motivational-music Social media is dangerous, the easiest thing in this world is to be distracted. keep your goal buried in your soul!
I thought about P for a sec & caught myself automatically opening a browser. I'm 71 days P free, but those little bad habits still crop up.
Concerned I will never MO again without returning to bad habits or watching P. Can I create a new normal level of frequency?
If I notice my mind starting to rationalizing MO, then I know I need to change up what I am doing right now.
I can't look at how much further I have to go, that will just get me down. Instead, I'll look at how far I've come.
I'm on my most successful streak ever in my life. However, I can't lose sight of the fact that I still have a long way to go. #StayFocused
15 days in. Paraphrasing another fapstronaut... It's not about the days that counted, but the changes you make during those days.
At times I feel I'm flatlining & have no drive. I think it's in my head though because I'm fully removed from PMO for the longest time ever.
The urges can be strange some times. One moment, the desire to PMO is huge, the next it drops off to nothing. I just have to push through.