laconic

Fapstronaut, Female, 51

damn lots of urges relapses (fantasies) ~every 48hrs Nov 2, 2020

laconic was last seen:: Jul 6, 2022

1. laconic
  damn lots of urges relapses (fantasies) ~every 48hrs
  
  Nov 2, 2020
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2. laconic
  reading nofap, holding 24hrs. To think that it become an achievement. I need 5 days, at least.
  
  Oct 2, 2020
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3. laconic
  need stop binging
  
  Sep 30, 2020
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  3. laconic
    a bit of "SFWish" genres kind of create illusion which I’m failing to break
    
    Sep 30, 2020
    
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  4. laconic
    need to talk to someone about this. Or at least acknowledge publicly.
    
    Sep 30, 2020
    
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  5. Deleted Account
    I'm down if you'd like someone to hear you out. What's troubling you exactly?
    
    Sep 30, 2020
    
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4. laconic
  again most difficult day 5 starts
  
  Sep 23, 2019
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5. laconic
  day 2
  
  Sep 21, 2019
6. laconic
  urges(((((((((
  
  Sep 17, 2019
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7. laconic
  no self hypno P since Sep 16 | no cos from Sep 4 | no PMO/fantasies since Sep 16
  
  Sep 16, 2019
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  2. laconic
    last 2 relapses were fleeting fantasies. I know, still relapses
    
    Sep 16, 2019
    
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8. laconic
  major relapsed. not binge,not binge,not binge. DeeperNeeds check, trigger check...
  
  Sep 4, 2019
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  2. laconic
    no self hypno P since Sep 4 | no cos from Sep 4 | no PMO/fantasies since Sep 4
    
    Sep 4, 2019
    
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9. laconic
  day 4
  
  Sep 2, 2019
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10. laconic
  day 4 of umpteenth attempt of getting more than 7 days streak
  
  Aug 28, 2019
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11. laconic
  Look who is still binging (((
  
  Jul 26, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Ey! Snap out of it!
    
    Jul 26, 2019
    
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12. laconic
  See comment with translation of a "Leaving Afghanistan" ED song "One isn't born a soldier" into English
  
  Jul 19, 2019
  2. laconic
    https://www.reddit.com/r/russian/comments/5a5q5a/request_for_translation_assistance_%D0%B3%D1%80%D0%BE%D0%B1_%D1%81%D0%BE%D0%BB%D0%B4%D0%B0%D1%82%D0%B0%D0%BC%D0%B8/
    
    Jul 19, 2019
13. laconic
  crazy day, not because of pmo though
  
  Jul 19, 2019
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14. laconic
  awesome live page https://www.timeanddate.com/live/
  
  Jul 18, 2019
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15. laconic
  still binging; struggling distracting grounding etc. Hour 10
  
  Jul 17, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Binging would ruin your progress. Keep that in mind. Zone out for a while. It sounds like you've got a lot going on at once. Take it step by step.
    
    Jul 17, 2019
    
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  3. laconic
    yeah got a lot going ///
    
    Jul 18, 2019
    
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16. laconic
  about grounding, I'll just leave it here. Lungin, "Leaving Afghanistan", 2019 film, highly recommended
  
  Jul 15, 2019
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17. laconic
  Fighting relapse with DeeperNeed after DeeperNeed. It takes damage, visibly, but fights back.
  
  Jul 15, 2019
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  2. laconic
    but let's talk peace while in the heat of the war.
    let's talk grounding, stargazing, and amazing map below.
    
    Jul 15, 2019
    
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  3. laconic
    Below In my profile page
    
    Jul 15, 2019
    
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18. laconic
  https://old.reddit.com/r/dataisbeautiful/comments/cd447o/oc_a_map_of_every_star_you_can_see_from_earth/
  
  Jul 14, 2019
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19. laconic
  yeah, and self-hypno relapse after that almost as expected
  
  Jul 14, 2019
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20. laconic
  what is reset? why I'd use taking notion of them? I mean taking quite peek at P and quickly back out is reset, relapse or none of them?
  
  Jul 13, 2019
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  3. laconic
    trigger: going out of stress
    
    Jul 13, 2019
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    A reset would be pmoing. A one and done deal. A relapse is going back to your old habitual behaviors.
    
    Jul 13, 2019
    
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  5. laconic
    so relapses for me all around
    
    Jul 14, 2019
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Intro/Представлялка ) | Reboot journal/Дневник | I don't reply to PMs because of disability. Details in post #16 in my reboot journal
no-BS files since Feb 14,2019 | Recovery stage: dilletante | no hypno P since Jul 27 | no self hypno P since Oct 15 | no cos from Oct 15
no PMO/fantasies since Oct 15 | Streaks since Feb 19: > 4 days: 5,14,7,8,6,13,6,5,7,5,5,6,13( 81/204 ~ 40%), between 12hr and 4 days: about 48 of them | Binging (all streaks < 8 days) since ~Jun 20, but I will find DeeperNeeds and stop binging!
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