So I am going to be a man and apologize to the female gender that I've been objectifying for 16+yrs via porn and cking out the goods.. :( :(
@L'empereur yeah it took me a while for a proper response to ease the tension...I personally don't believe that females or males were born poisonous..I believe that when we grow up we get bit by a poisonous snake that makes us do aweful things...and there's no Anti-Venom except for God's grace and some people that have Anti-Venom thru God that will share...OUR JOB IS TO CUT THE SNAKES DAMN HEAD OFF!!
My opinion? Live your life and see. Your behaviour is so related to PMO. Don't say somebody gonna do shit to me physically, esp. a woman. Cheers.
I might've had another setback yesterday...but it won't define who I am, cause it will define me who I was
Unaffourtnately I slipped up tonight at the bottom of the 7th...sorry people's :( . I feel like a hypocrite instead of a tiger.. shame on me
Don't worry Tiger. Learn from that and move on. Take different actions next time. We will change the time we twist our actions so we have different results
Thanks :) one slip up won't rule me, but if I give up it will...today I will look at today like I didn't relapse so that I remain strong!
Thanks everybody :) I did I challenge myself to go swimming a long distance at a cold water beach today from one point to the other point....my mind was fighting with me if I actually want to do it cause of the cold....however I WON and succeeded my expectation of myself :)
Had a really weird dream last night that I relapse..it felt real so I touch lightly down below seeing I find evidence or not.i found nothing
IT'S OFFICIAL I FINALLY MADE IT 7 DAYS AGAIN HARDMODE!! HAVNT REACH 1 WEEK SINCE BEGINING OF LAST MONTH...1 SMALL VICTORY BUT ITS A VICTORY!
Thanks people's :) yeah havnt accomplished this since July . 9th so it's a great feeling that I've recovered ground :) ...thanks for all of your believe in support in me :)
Yes, I was trying to guess what of both you tried to meant. But it was awesome and funny to think of a sheep barking trying to scare away the wolves ahaha But but you saw like a sweet mommy looking after my lamps *u* cute
Why must we feel depressed but yet feel content by abstaining? Why can't we just be happy instead of the verge of tears flowing?
Im doing good these days, praise God. Continuing my minimalist journey has been teaching me to 'let go' and I feel far less stressed and far more confident which means better able to deal with my emotions without resorting to lust. To God be the glory.
Thank you so much for reading my diary, Tiger. I really appreciate your curiosity ,the supportive likes, and most of all, your time :)
Hey no problem :) it was my pleasure to read it...I will comment later when I'm done reading it all :)
Ok...so I'm going offline for the day going to a place where there's no internet so I should be fine..see all you guys bottom of the 6th day
@Coffee Candy time away from the internet was needed so that was good...but as I was with some of my family though I was down emotionally...before bed last night and this morning when I woke up I actually did an update on my journal on here that I haven't posted any since March
Sorry to hear that, I hope you'll feel better soon... keep updating your journal you never know what supportive comment you'll receive :)
Day5once again,I've been given victory over this cursed Day by day, not by my strength alone.but Thru God,&my Bro's and Sis's on here, thx u
@Coffee Candy your welcome girl :) ....yeah I had an awesome day and today will be even greater cause I'm in Day 5 and havnt been or past day 4 in a month, so I'm happy that I finally recovered ground :)
@MrBean thanks :) , yeah it is it was such an aweful feeling of being someone that I know that I am not....all month of July has nothing been short streaks from 0-4 days just from the first relapse July 29 11 days...but now the game has change cause I'm back!!