BizzyzWorld

Good to have you back :)

Wife left again day one all over

Im back

Wife is back in my life long distance ! Photos and vocals - oh my! Time to rewire my brain so I can love her even better!

I ended up sampling that porno turned it into an instrumental track for a maxi-single I plan on releasing in the near future.

I thought "hey if Rob Zombie & Necro" can sample porn - why not I? Probably should just have the audio. That fixes it.

Got triggered from texting the ex. No response back from here.

Thought that sampling from a porn would be a good compromise. Back to reboot.

Hermit shit.

Woke up to her everyday - now I wake up alone and porn is a facet of that. My abusive past (giving and receiving) is a facet of this ...

I just wish she'd scream back.

I miss my baby. I'm trying all forms of "law of attraction" to get her back . Every night I dream of her. My mind screams for her.

Tried to get the pornstars that most looked like her. They could never be the genuine article.

Stress relief is not the main point of sex. I know that now.

Watched porn this morning, trying to recapture what I had with her. I made love to her almost everyday just to alleviate stress, mostly.

She stopped picking up my calls at the beginning of this month. I said some disgusting things to her over and over. Like I was my mom.

I used Masturbation Mannifestation yesterday, literally fucked off my streak since I started at the beginning of this month

I fear that I will never get her back and that no one will ever be able to love me as good or better than she did.

I miss my significant other. Spiritual marriages are so crazy. Ahhh, she even signed my last name on a lease agreement once upon a time.

Cleansing The Ego One Day At A Time