terminalparadox

To anyone interested I made a new post in "100 Days". Hope you all are doing well.

Classes were rough. Extending graduation past Spring till summer or fall. Currently not pursuing any particular PMO related goals.

Been eating better. Salads are great. Been developing the path more earnestly. Not trying to gain anything. Simply want to remain focused.

This semester has been rough. I have to drop a class. I'm taking classes straight through to next spring. Graduation here I come!

Back to the daily grind. I'll be on less as I'll be needing to keep my nose in the books Feb 25th and Apr 19th are my main goals right now.

Still hanging in there. Hope y'all are doing the same! Best wishes to all and a Happy New Year!

Time to walk the path.

The path out of my perversion is loving kindness and generosity towards women.

Merry Christmas to everyone!

It's tempting to live in the "could have" and "should have". They are imagined realities and aren't Now. There is no peace to be found there

Part of me would like to beat myself up like I use to when I "failed". Giving in to this would be a bigger mistake than breaking my streak.

On the one hand I feel humbled. On the other I feel excited. I am disappointed but now I see the manipulation that took place.

It isn't about counting days and reaching goals. Being mindful of now, what do future goals have to do with that?

What stopped my streak was a nagging sense that there was no reason to continue.

Discovered today, I'm human like everyone else. Streak stopped today. I am undeterred and continue forward. March 31 is my new goal.

I'm on day 35 and enjoying time off. However it's difficult to navigate urges when my days are more or less unstructured until classes start

30 days! There was a time I never would have dreamed it possible. Gonna ride this wave, see how far it goes, to 100 and beyond!

New post. Take care everyone and keep fighting the good fight!

28 days! That's 4 weeks sometimes equal to a month! 30 day mark, your going down son!

Day 26, man, that's awesome! Keep on keepin on, don't give up now. You've got so much to look forward to.