Lumberjacker

Snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity. 7 days first try, still feels really bad, I have to improve my motivation and philosophy.

D6. Almost week! Chill day. Moved to other grandpa, met some family. Made some study plans.Urges today were strong, fortunately not enough.

Day5. That was good day spent with family. I finished that coach book and now have a lot of ideas how to improve. Had urges but killed them.

It’s harder than it looked. I feel like it’s fight between my urges and curiosity what will change if I succeed.

Day 4 - Merry Xmas! Had great day celebrating with grandparents. Some porn flashbacks appeared and stronger urges, but who run my body? Me;)

Day 3 - First urges appeared but nothing too strong yet. Haven’t done much from my to-do list. Need to work on procrastination as well!

Day 2 - Quite productive day, no urges so so far it’s easy.

Day 1 - Nothing special except MASSIVE amount of additional free time; started reading some interesting coach book

No matter how many battles I have been in and won, its never enough.