RunawaySFTW

I went down. But I went down kicking. I think I need to keep kicking and kick harder. Relapse changes nothing. I'm still committed.

Currently struggling. I'm committing hour by hour to not Masturbating or looking at porn because I don't have the strength for one day.

Really intense urge evaded this morning. I feel like a freakin stallion today though. Like I could lift a truck if I tried. (Not trying)

Feeling really fuzzy today. Emotionally I feel like a 14 year old girl. Like anything could make me cry. It's manly to be Vulnerable.

Thank you for the follow! :)

Losing sleep over not masturbating. There's no turning back for me. The future has to be worth suffering for in the present.