Congratulations on reaching the 3 DAYS milestone on your beautiful journey free from pmo! :-)) Stay positive, stay committed to your goals, and stay strong !
I'm anxious, tired and unmotivated to study; NoPMO benefits do exist, resetting didn't do any good, I hope my future remembers this.
The feeling of defeat is big, but I can't stop! Giving up is not the solution, I know I 'failed', but that's the past, now I have to fix It.
It's official, 1 month without PMO, I have never been this far since learning how to do It, a huge milestone!
I just had my first ever wet dream and It feels so weird, didn't even know It happened after waking up, now I know I'm on the right way.
Counting days is making me very anxious about the future, after I read a thread about It, I decided to change to counting weeks.
The thread is this one: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/seven-days-now-what.183685/#post-1566190
Counting is not important. I *can* be a way to develop yourself into a better life. Let love be key in your life.
Dreamed of entering a P website and having to reset my counter, the best thing is the feeling of knowing that It was all a dream!
The dream made me have a really strong urge after waking up (the worst in 2 weeks) but I managed to destroy It.
Lately I've been having similar dreams. In the dreams I was about to have sex, or watch P, but then I woke up just before the act. It showed me everything isn't about SEX. Lust is on a low vibration and attracts other low and negative energies...
Lust is like a monster which hunger is never satisfied. You keep feeding it but it's never enough, it's full of greed and will devour every chance it gets. This is why I believe people full of lust are almost always full of greed as well. Think money and material things.... We think because we have a DESIRE of SEEING something, or FEELING something we actually NEED it. Which is false and just a matter of perspective.
What I'm about to say is really weird, but I'm addicted to the NoFap forum, spending most too much time here... checking only at mornings.