I am back on a streak... Got past the initial hurdles. I am wiser now and will look out for the pitfalls. If I need to b a monk then i shall
I feel you Bro. Had the same experience while ago. It sucks, but hang in there. It will get better...
Gathering strength for another decent streak is hard. That should be the only motivation for not breaking the streak no matter what. Learnt
It's fine brother. We fall down sometimes. What's making you relapse? What are the things you are avoiding? What can you do next time when it pops? Inbox me and I can recommend you a few books that you can give a read. All the best :)
I don't masterbate ... I don't watch porn... I haven't watched porn over 45 days... Loneliness creeps in and I end up with women I shouldn't be with. It's worse than a relapse because guilt is killing me.
Why don't you read this : https://www.amazon.com/Paid-My-Journey-Through-Prostitution/dp/0393351971 An amazing book on paid sex. I was a paid sex addict for 3 years and have been clean for last 1 year. It's worth every buck. All the best ;)
Wet dreams aren't in our control really.. So if you've done before that then its a reset otherwise its cool, it isn't a reset !
Wet dreams are not a relapse. Unless you mastubated after the wet dream, keep your counter unchanged.
Day 20: Tomorrow I will make it to 3 weeks... I don't think I have ever made it this far. Next mile stone... Day 30!!!
Day 17: I am gonna take it till day 30!!! No matter what... And I won't stop there... My goal is day 365!!!
Self improvement goals... Giving up caffeine... Want to reset my dopamine the way it was when I was a baby
Day 14: The urge to ejaculate... A heaviness in bladder... Need to work with it, across it. Forget it ... Forever.