Gripseeker

Fapstronaut, Male, 32, from Western Europe

My body might crave PMO today but it never needs it to continue. If I don't PMO today, then one more day of my life is without that poison. Oct 8, 2018

1. Gripseeker
  My body might crave PMO today but it never needs it to continue. If I don't PMO today, then one more day of my life is without that poison.
  
  Oct 8, 2018
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2. Gripseeker
  If I don't PMO today, then one more day of my life is without porn. Porn is a poisoned gift and it is never necessary to open it.
  
  Oct 6, 2018
3. Moon Shot
  Hey Bro. No see in a while. Come back! :)
  
  Aug 23, 2018
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4. sev94
  Ssup brother? How's it going?
  
  Jul 24, 2018
  2. Gripseeker
    Doing alright mate. I was on a little holiday until now. Got my streak still going :)
    
    Jul 28, 2018
5. Moon Shot
  1*2*3 = Congratulations, mate, you are well on the right path. Keep walking it. PMO is an illusion, reality, though uncomfortable at times, is much more meaningful! Take care!
  
  Jul 21, 2018
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  2. Gripseeker
    Thanks Moon Shot! How are you doing? Congrats with 37 days!
    
    Jul 22, 2018
    
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  3. Moon Shot
    :-) Things are moving! ^_^ Thank you for asking, Grip. How do you feel? I hope all is well. How are the urges, in general, this amazing day 7?
    
    Jul 22, 2018
6. SanctionedUser001
  Hi...Wass Up.How are you?
  
  Jul 9, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Are you still with us @Gripseeker ?
    
    Jul 10, 2018
    
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  3. Gripseeker
    Hey guys, I'm still with you. Nobody said this would be easy, right? Lot of the mindset comes from inner peace, but I don't have that peace now. I'm not expecting much from my efforts these days. But not giving up on this in the long run
    
    Jul 12, 2018
    
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7. Moon Shot
  Grip, a week!! Well done, I'm proud of your toil. Enjoy the benefits.
  
  Jul 8, 2018
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8. Wil Jones
  Here is a tip - make a list of how it destroyed you.
  
  Jul 4, 2018
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  2. Gripseeker
    I reread my first journal post which sums up most important stuff. Might write a bit more in a new post.
    
    Jul 6, 2018
    
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9. Moon Shot
  2 Dayyyyyys! :D Well done.
  
  Jul 1, 2018
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10. Moon Shot
  1 Day, good job recovering from that relapse.
  
  Jun 26, 2018
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11. Moon Shot
  4 Days Brother. Absolutely splendid.
  
  Jun 25, 2018
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12. Gripseeker
  3 days. That's already more than a couple of days but I want a handful and that's only two small steps away.
  
  Jun 23, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Patience my freind dont worry you will be high soon enough.
    
    Jun 23, 2018
    
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  3. Moon Shot
    Congrats, brother, you are doing fine. One moment at a time.
    
    Jun 24, 2018
    
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13. Gripseeker
  2 days. Small steps. Let's take another one.
  
  Jun 22, 2018
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  2. SanctionedUser001
    Yeah great bro.Keep it up Man!!!
    
    Jun 22, 2018
    
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14. Moon Shot
  Hey, Grip. You've relapsed today, I see. :( What triggered it? Can you avoid such triggers in the future? If you run into the urges again, what are you going to do that's gonna help?
  
  Jun 21, 2018
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  2. Gripseeker
    Yeah, negative emotions due to frustration. I must make myself aware of the possible frustration that will come from doing (or not doing) something before doing it. The frustration hits me hard when I'm not prepared in some way for it
    
    Jun 21, 2018
    
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  3. Moon Shot
    I see. You know what you must do, so shatter your old record, brother.
    
    Jun 22, 2018
    
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15. Gripseeker
  Gonna try a new start...
  
  Jun 20, 2018
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  3. Gripseeker
    thanks @John DK bro
    
    Jun 20, 2018
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    Good Luck!
    
    Jun 20, 2018
    
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  5. Gripseeker
    Thanks @TheLoneWarrior
    
    Jun 21, 2018
    
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16. sev94
  Ssup, brother? How's it going?
  
  Jun 18, 2018
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  2. Gripseeker
    Hey! I've not been doing so good. I lost control since my initial relapse 28 May. How are you doing? Thanks for passing by
    
    Jun 20, 2018
    
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  3. sev94
    It's good to see you back up man, don't give up! Keep fighting!
    
    Jun 24, 2018
    
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17. Deleted Account
  Keep rising men you can go further than two months!
  
  Jun 8, 2018
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  2. vxlccm
    Doing good things! Glad to see this.
    
    Jun 8, 2018
    
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18. Decoder™
  Keep persisting.
  
  Jun 8, 2018
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19. Gripseeker
  Nobody achieves anything without patience.
  
  May 31, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    True...
    
    May 31, 2018
    
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20. Gripseeker
  In for a new streak! I know now what is possible. But I'll spend less focus and time on Nofap. I need to invest more in getting things done.
  
  May 29, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Hii Brother...All the best...Do your best....Wt you really want.
    
    May 29, 2018
    
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  3. Gripseeker
    Thanks bro, let's do this! I'm still with you!
    
    May 31, 2018
    
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Feb 3, 1992 (Age: 32)

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Western Europe

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Before I joined Nofap, the longest duration that I went without watching porn was one month.
I managed to do that just once.
Apart from that one time, it never went further than 3 weeks or so.
So to my surprise, after joining Nofap, I lasted 67 days.
Hence even though on this day I still don't seem to achieve what I want, I must believe that it is possible.
Instead of believing my inner critic, the one that tells me it is not.
It is not easy to keep doing what is right everyday, because it is difficult for someone used to do the opposite, and when does it end?
On the road of time there is no finish line.
But there are people who do not use porn in their lives.
Are we so dependent on something that we cannot cut ourselves loose of it somewhere along our life road?
Are we going to do what is wrong our whole lives long?
I don't know what it takes.
But I know I must never stop believing and having hope that I can do better.

Everyday there are two ways of doing things.
There is the easy way and there is the difficult way.
The easy way is when we do what pleases us now.
The difficult way is when we do what pleases us for life, but just not right now.
The difficult way is synonym for discomfort.
If we want change, we must want the difficult way.
Desire it, crave it, because we desire and crave the fortune that awaits us after.
We must be like a Viking who craves battle because he will go to Walhalla after.
See life's difficult moments as training opportunities to build our resilience against them.
And we must prepare for it.
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