mixedgreens

Fapstronaut, Male, from Georgia

Day 5: feeling sexually frustrated & dysfunctional. Pushing through it. Mar 31, 2018

mixedgreens was last seen:: Apr 14, 2018

1. happy_me
  Wow ! Can you tell me more how have you done it? I am just trying to leave masturbation behind! I am having lots of doubts about being gay, I feel aroused with gay porn more than with st
  
  Apr 15, 2018
2. mixedgreens
  Day 5: feeling sexually frustrated & dysfunctional. Pushing through it.
  
  Mar 31, 2018
  2. Pastoress
    Hang in there. Not sure where you're at today, but you got this.
    
    Apr 22, 2018
3. mixedgreens
  Day 0: relapsed after 54 days. It was 100% unsatisfying. Now I pledge to re-commit and be stronger this time.
  
  Mar 26, 2018
  1. Admonius, 2525, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Damm after so many days must be hard, wish you quick return.
    
    Mar 26, 2018
    
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  3. Jeremy_Jr.
    Stand up continue on brother! that 54 days is not a waste, I'm sure you have changed a lot from where you have started! God bless!
    
    Mar 26, 2018
    
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  4. timo9
    How did it happen? Why do you think it happened? I also "relapsed" by downloading Grindr over the weekend and hooking up. I was on a trip.... this was after 45 days :( But I'm back home now and I have no intention of downloading it again.
    
    Mar 28, 2018
4. mixedgreens
  Day 51: Feeling exhausted & somewhat frustrated by the ups and downs of this process. But slogging through!
  
  Mar 23, 2018
  1. Admonius, LEPAGE, Deleted Account and 5 others like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    51 days is great achievement man ! Keep going like that .
    
    Mar 23, 2018
    
    mixedgreens, Deleted Account and Deleted Account like this.
  3. Deleted Account
    Slog! 52 tomorrow. 60 is around the corner!
    
    Mar 23, 2018
    
    Deleted Account, mixedgreens, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
5. mixedgreens
  Day 43: pushing through, blinders on, ignoring the distractions and staying on the path.
  
  Mar 15, 2018
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6. mixedgreens
  40 days, boo-ya! Feeling so much more connected to reality.
  
  Mar 12, 2018
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7. mixedgreens
  Day 33: Feeling great, and the urges have been getting less and less lately. I'm sure they'll be back, but I am kicking my addiction's ass!!
  
  Mar 5, 2018
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8. mixedgreens
  Today marks 1 month without PMO! I know it's the shortest month of the year, but it still feels good!
  
  Feb 28, 2018
  1. Rising Sun !!, 2525, Clean Plate and 5 others like this.
9. mixedgreens
  Day 25: feeling strong enough to see this through!
  
  Feb 25, 2018
  1. Warrior Within, StraightEdge3616, Jeremy_Jr. and 1 other person like this.
10. mixedgreens
  Made it to three weeeks! Day 21!
  
  Feb 21, 2018
  1. StraightEdge3616, ChoosingToWar and Rising Sun !! like this.
  2. StraightEdge3616
    Great job, that's awesome!
    
    Feb 22, 2018
11. mixedgreens
  Feeling much stronger this week. Work helps keep my mind off p, I’m almost to 21 days no pmo!
  
  Feb 20, 2018
  1. Warrior Within, Keoni, Rising Sun !! and 2 others like this.
12. mixedgreens
  Been feeling on the edge of relapse for a few days now. Constant urges. Fighting with my impulses. Feeling exhausted from the struggle...
  
  Feb 18, 2018
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13. mixedgreens
  Fuuuck I want to look at porn so bad!!! Staying strong but it’s getting tougher.
  
  Feb 17, 2018
  1. 2525, Blue Phoenix and Rising Sun !! like this.
  2. Vherenz
    You are stronger because you have control over your actions. Acting upon it is a choice, not a weakness. Stay strong. You've got this.
    
    Feb 17, 2018
    
    2525, Blue Phoenix and mixedgreens like this.
  3. mixedgreens
    Thanks Vherenz. This helps.
    
    Feb 18, 2018
14. mixedgreens
  14 days no PMO!
  
  Feb 14, 2018
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15. jocksta
  hey man! I'll create the group today then. do you think a whatsapp or facebook group would be better?
  
  Feb 11, 2018
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  2. mixedgreens
    Either one is probably good
    
    Feb 11, 2018
    
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16. mixedgreens
  Day 10, going strong!
  
  Feb 10, 2018
  1. Admonius, 2525, StraightEdge3616 and 1 other person like this.
17. mixedgreens
  Trying this out...
  
  Jan 31, 2018
  1. Warrior Within and Rising Sun !! like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Welcome, brother! And good luck on your journey! ;)
    
    Jan 31, 2018
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