BEWARE of "Sissy Hypnosis"

Hello all... I apologize that I haven't responded to any one!

Unfortunately, getting away from this stuff seems to be rather difficult. For myself, at the very least. Often, I find myself simply wanting to "give in".. Even only after a few months. In my journal, I have wrote in great detail about the essence of this feeling. It is almost indescribable.. as if the words do not exists to properly define it. If anyone else is having an issue with this, I offer you my thoughts as advice. I hope you might find use of them.

The mind is a powerful tool, and when it comes to addiction, or habit formation, the easiest way to relapse is to have uncertainty of your cause. What I mean: is to not have clearly defined an end. You need to know in confidence that what you are doing is not debased from reality; that it is right and true. What I mean is... if you are constantly second guessing yourself.. i.e. "Maybe I really am gay, bi, a sissy"... "Maybe the P is merely my subconscious being realized"... you have already committed treason to your cause. You have already failed.

Man is a volitional being, and reason does not work automatically.. whether you're digging a ditch, building an engine, designing a skyscraper- (or quitting P)- you must know and understand the nature and purpose of your actions. This can only be done through a process of conscious thought. When you do not know the nature and purpose of your actions, your decisions, your goals.. your life.. you succumb to the worse vice, which leads and porports to justice all other vices.. the evil of rationalization.. If you do not pronounce with certainty the righteousness of your cause, you may begin to rationalize at any and every turn, in every and all situations. Then, you are left with a strange feeling of guilt, to which has no recognizable source. No cause. No reason. You feel blank, emotionless.. void.. you feel as though you have no power over your own life, your desires and your choices. It is the guilt of evading reality; it the result of your omission to clearly define both your goal, and its basis in reality.

You must first begin to realize the issue you have evaded. Perhaps, it is so that, ones addiction to P. is self contained. That, the addiction has no other corollary cause. In most instances, this is not true. The thing you evade is the reason why you let the addiction consume you in the first place. This is the first step.

The second: recognizing in full the results of the issue brought into reality. For me, the most helpful thing was knowledge over my issue. I had become addicted to hypnosis. The result... pain, despair, uncertainty, low self-esteem- if these are the results- how can I consider the P to be good? To be rational? If the hypnosis was truly freeing my subconscious mind, allowing it to realize itself- would I not feel joy and comfort? Why have I felt only misery?

If good is to be considered "that which furthers life" and evil "that which hinders life"...

Then this means:

pain is an agent of death, while joy is an agent of life.

I remind myself, that: the pain I feel and have felt from this addiction, and the reason I have continued it, was because: I acted on the premise of death. My actions did not further my life, but hindered it; death was my motive..

This is not a dramatization... every action you undertake during your waking moments either furthers, or hinders your life. The extent the action furthers or hinders life depends on the resulting consequences. If you consider the result of this addiction, you will see the extent it has hindered your life.. and you will then see the extent that death has been your motive.

When you begin to think in these terms, the righteousness of your cause becomes much clearer.

It becomes not a moral imperative, but an obligation: a love of life is not the equivalent of a fear of death. This addiction made me feel contempt of my own being, and of those around me.. I have acted, for my own destruction.. not for my preservation.

I apologize if at some points my post was overwhelming. I am a student of philosophy, so I sometimes get a little into things. I hope that some of you may be helped by what I wrote.. because for me, I genuinely believe that without philosophy, I would've been lost in this cause. I could not have examined myself in the manner I had and separated the real from the anti-real.

Above all, remember that man is the most unique of all creature. Free will is both incredible and terrifying... it is like a fire and must be closely tended, or else it goes out.. Man is the only creature that can act towards his own destruction.. a bird does not bite off its own wings, nor a snake eat it's own tail (or whatever the other end of a snake is called).. Animals can only act to further their lives- they are unable to act as agents of their own destruction. However.. man can.. and for most of history, men have acted as their own destroyer.. but don't forget: there does exist a choice... The choice is yours.

 

I see now how I gave an air of legitimacy to this being a massive 'conspiracy'. Of course, anywhere you find addiction, there is someone profiting. Yet, it is not outlandish to believe that their exists intent beyond the profit motive.

If you look at the current culture, accepting all sexualities, transgenders (and 50 other fluid genders)... these videos fall fully in line with the cause. I am not saying that I don't respect individual rights: I don't care if someone is trans, etc... I do care if one becomes so under circumstances like these, where consent is implicit but not explicit.

i.e. implicit in choosing to continue an addiction, but not explicit in having full control over oneself when deciding.

Now, I'm not saying that the CIA created these videos to feminize men so as to slow population growth due to lacks of resources... although.. I did research and found out that [error: 341; UNAUTHORIZED TEXT OMITTED] but that's mostly conjecture at best.

Now, what I did mean was: if someone is making these videos, it stands to reason that the maker is some kind of feminist in California rather than an old robed guy in the Vatican.

And... if I'm a feminist, making such videos don't only make me money, but also aid in spreading an ideological agenda I support. And, so I conclude, that the makers of these videos have a more malicious intent than the people over at Brazzers.

But, call it a conspiracy if you'd like.

 

Also, hypnotism isn't some joke. People have been criminally prosecuted due to improper use. I forget the name of the case, but a man was convicted of malpractice because he suggested triggers to a girl regarding rape. Many cases such as this... just do a little research. It's most damaging when used repeatedly, however. Watching one video once won't make a difference. Watching it extensively over periods of times will. And the triggers make you want to watch it over and over.