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BEWARE of "Sissy Hypnosis"

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Mikey_Niner, Mar 31, 2017.

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  1. Aug 27, 2017 #161
    kriss93

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    C.J. I have done that test you linked a few pages before, and my Neuroticism score is 70%. It seems to be high, but what does it mean? What is the connection between sissy porn and this?
     
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  2. Aug 28, 2017 #162
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    I not into sissy porn but I do believe their are hypnosis videos. I a Christian and I do see porn as demonic.
     
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  3. Aug 28, 2017 #163
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    i do feel a sinister presence that i cant see but feel when i indulged in pmo but i ignored it,the desire washed over me
     
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  4. Sep 3, 2017 #164
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    This thread is so fresh and so needed!
    Hello, I want to remain anonymous and tell my story (even though I wrote posts about my problems many times already). I just left blogs full of transgender/crossdressing porn (my internet safety filter doesn't filter everything). I have this problem since a long time. Very long time. I struggle with it for like 8 years if not more.
    I believe there's a giant agenda behind it.
    Let me start with this: I am male, probably asexual but this is unverified. What I often struggled were attacks of a huge arousal with want to be gang raped, humiliated, dominated, it didn't matter who would do this. It was becoming worse every time. Even on NoFap+no-PMO, even when taking anti-arousal supplements (which made me impossible to erect) didn't help, I was still attacked. In the past, I used to watch porn but I never watched any hypnotic stuff. Today, I am fighting this demon by fasting. 2 days already and it's becoming weaker. But it found a bit strength to push me to look at stuff.
    However, when I saw a lot of "be a sissy" hypnosis on these tumblrs, I went straight to the point, that there must be some agenda behind it. If I was hurting myself and couldn't resist doing it, what if they are also in that trance but they are so weak that they do it all the time? I felt so bad after all this "dreaming". It happened during the day, during the night.
    What I believe is that men are hypnotized by some agenda even not in porn. We are attacked by the media and what I personally believe, they are even using black magic on us.
     
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  5. Sep 3, 2017 #165
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    It's one thing for this to be revealed but think of all the rabbit hole agendas that are going on but can't prove
     
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  6. Sep 5, 2017 #166
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    I ought apologize of the fact that this post has turned into some argument over conspiracy. Surely, it can be said, that when finds himself addicted and attracted to things that bring shame... it helps to assign blame. When I began to watch these videos years ago, I though nothing of the consequences. My addictions to these videos became more than just a fetish, as they destroyed the relationship I had with the woman I love for four years. And to the women I met after, the videos made me feel so insecure, anxious and unworthy.. they rendered me impotent. And so I gave in, I accepted the things they told me. In fact, I became so lost, I 'came out' as a sissy to all my loved ones. And, they of course accepted me, but I could not escape that I was still unhappy, but more, I felt guilty... Perhaps, it was not that these videos hypnotized me, but they were a manifestation of my deepest fears brought into reality. And so I allowed myself to be hypnotized. I did, after all, choose to watch that first video; read that first caption.. There is no doubt that these, they reinforced those fears, but it was I whom never conquered them. I became so miserable, I hadn't even noticed I became a seasoned alcoholic along the way. It felt that life was a condemnation, that love was nothing more than a chain, shackling me to this fetish. Yet, here I am now, writing to you all on this board. No- I have not won the battle, but I know now the reason that I fight. And it helps to know that I am not alone. I have come so far from the man I was back then, to the man whom first posted this, and finally to the man whom writes this now. I would like to share with you all a particular passage from a novel that, for the first time showed me the source of my addiction. And for the first time in my life, I did not feel helpless. I did not feel like a victim, unable to control my desires. I felt like a man, who made bad choices, but finally realized they were just that... and that I can choose differently. Perhaps you completely disagree with what the passage says, I am not saying that it is true for everyone. Though, as I read it for the first time, I felt as though it was written for me. It was, as though reading my own life, and it had such a profound affect on me, that it has brought me here.

    “Do you remember what I said about money and about the men who seek to reverse the law of cause and effect? The men who try to replace the mind by seizing the products of the mind? Well, the man who despises himself tries to gain self- esteem from sexual adventures–which can’t be done, because sex is not the cause, but an effect and an expression of a man’s sense of his own value.”

    “You’d better explain that.”

    “Did it ever occur to you that it’s the same issue? The men who think that wealth comes from the material resources and has no intellectual root or meaning, are the men who think–for the same reason–that sex is a physical capacity which functions independently of ones mind, choice or code of values. They think that your body creates a desire and makes a choice for you just about in some such way as if iron ore transformed itself into railroad rails of its own volition. Love is blind, they say; sex is impervious to reason and mocks the power of all philosophers. But, in fact, a man’s sexual choice is the result and the sum of his fundamental convictions. Tell me what a man finds sexually attractive and I will tell you his entire philosophy on life. Show me the woman he sleeps with and I will tell you his valuation of himself. No matter what corruption he’s taught about the virtue of selflessness, sex is an act which is not possible in self-abasement, only in self-exaltation, only in confidence of being desired and being worthy of desire. It is an act that forces him to stand naked in spirit, as well as in body, and to accept his real ego as his standard of value. He will always be attracted to the woman who reflects his deepest vision of himself, the woman whose surrender permits him to experience–or to fake–a sense of self-esteem. The man who is proudly certain of his own value, will want the highest type of woman he can find, the woman he admires, the strongest, the hardest to conquer — because only the possession of a heroine will give him the sense of an achievement, not the possession of a brainless slut. He does not seek to . . . what’s the matter?” he asked, seeing the look on his face, a look of intensity much beyond mere interest in an abstract discussion.

    "Go on..." he said.

    “He does not seek to gain his value, he seeks to express it. There is no conflict between the standards of his mind and the desires of his body. But the man who is convinced of his own worthlessness will be drawn to a woman he despises–because she will reflect his own secret self, she will release him from that objective reality in which he is a fraud, she will give him a momentary illusion of his own value and a momentary escape from the moral code that damns him. Observe the ugly mess which most men make of their sex lives–and observe the mess of contradictions which they hold as their moral philosophy. One proceeds from the other. Love is our response to our highest values–and can be nothing else. Let a man corrupt his values and his view of existence, let him profess that love is not self-enjoyment but self-denial, that virtue consists, not of pride, but of pity or pain or weakness or sacrifice, that the noblest love is born, not of admiration, but of charity, not in response to values, but in response to flaws–and he will have cut himself in two. His body will not obey him, it will not respond, it will make him impotent toward the woman he professes to love and draw him to the lowest type of whore he can find. His body will always follow the ultimate logic of his deepest convictions; if he believes that flaws are values, he has damned existence as evil and only the evil will attract him. He has damned himself and he will feel that depravity is all he is worthy of enjoying. He has equated virtue with pain and he will feel that vice is the only realm of pleasure. Then he will scream that his body has vicious desires of its own which his mind cannot conquer, that sex is sin, that true love is a pure emotion of the spirit. And then he will wonder why love brings him nothing but boredom, and sex–nothing but shame.”

    "No? You claim that you’d never accept that this is the life you have chose? You wouldn’t be able to force it upon yourself? If you tried to damn sex as evil, you’d still find yourself, against your will, acting on the proper moral premise. You’d be attracted to the highest woman you met. You’d always want a heroine. You’d be incapable of self-contempt. You’d be unable to believe that existence is evil and that you’re a helpless creature caught in an impossible universe. You’re the man who’s spent his life shaping matter to the purpose of his mind. You’re the man who would know that just as an idea unexpressed in physical action is contemptible hypocrisy, so is platonic love–and just as physical action unguided by an idea is a fool’s self-fraud, so is sex when cut off from one’s code of values. Its’ the same issue, and you would know it. Your inviolate sense of self-esteem would know it. You would be incapable of desire for a woman you despised. Only the man who extols the purity of a love devoid of desire, is capable of the depravity of a desire devoid of love. But observe that most people are creatures cut in half who keep swinging desperately to one side or to the other. One kind of half is the man who despises money, factories, skyscrapers and his own body. He holds undefined emotions about non-conceivable subjects as the meaning of life and his claim of virtue. And he cries with despair, because he can feel nothing for the woman he respects, but finds himself in bondage to an irresistible passion for a slut from the gutter. He is the man whom people call an idealist. The other kind of half is the man whom people call practical, the man who despises principles, abstractions, art, philosophy and his own mind. He regards the acquisition of material objects as the only goal of existence– and he laughs at the need to consider their purpose or their source. He expects them to give him pleasure– and he wonders why the more he gets, the less he feels. He is the man who spends his time chasing women. Observe the triple fraud which he perpetrates upon himself. He will not acknowledge his need of self-esteem, since he scoffs at such a concept as moral values; yet he feels the profound self-contempt which comes from believing that he is a piece of meat. He will not acknowledge, but he knows that sex is the physical expression of a tribute to personal values. So he tries, by going through the motions of the effect- sex- to acquire that which should have been the cause: love. He tries to gain a sense of his own value from the women who surrender to him– and he forgets that the women he picks have neither character nor judgment nor standard of value. He tells himself that all he’s after is physical pleasure– but observe that he tires of his woman in a week or a night, that he despises professional whores and that he loves to imagine he is seducing virtuous girls who make a great exception for his sake. It is the feeling of achievement that he seeks and never finds. What glory can there be in the conquest of a mindless body?"
     
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  7. Sep 5, 2017 #167
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    I don't know if I quite get the quote but I think its close to why I never allowed myself to sink too far down the sissy rabbit hole, or just bad relationships in general. The problem I have with porn is that its a waste of precious time and energy, and the sissy lifestyle is really just random hookups that seem just as unfulfilling as fapping to porn.
     
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  8. Sep 6, 2017 #168
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    I see you guys talking about how you have to reconcile with your masculinity well you guys are forgetting about the lost ones..the kids who never had a strong sense of masculinity or self in general. I HATED myself growing up, I hated being masculine...everthing i did felt forced...getting made fun of hating my body I will never and never had that sense of something to *revert back* to. Every year of puberty I got more and more distraught with myself and was often alone...then entered hypno.

    I was reading things and watching things that finally made me feel some sort of positivity about myself. (some backround i look perpetually young and always had a very androgynous facial structure) I felt so good abandoning what had felt so awkward for so long and began wearing my mom and sisters clothes...acting more like the women envied all my life and felt AMAZING. My anxiety gone, my fears gone...i just felt so right. Flash forward now about 2 years later, I have officially devloped really bad gender dysphoria and 2 more years later I have been on hormones for a few months now and honestly I see no reason to ever go back. I had no fucking life back then... i was horribly miserable and acted out all the time. Now I feel like I have an actual future in this world. My anxiety has almost completely vanished...i actually have FRIENDS NOW and on top of that I actually feel and look amazing, actually passing which I never thought would happen...at least not this early into hormones.

    So whats my point? Obviously not everyone's experience ends up like mind...for alot of people it becomes a big source of negativity in a person's life but for the ones who are "lost ones" like me, the ones like younger me who had no sense of self or masculinity there is no return for us. Sissy hypno is more dangerous then you realize because if you find it early enough before you develop a sense of self it becomes more than hypno...its literally apart of me now....i don't even get horny that often anymore and barely look at hypno anymore due to the hormones, I dont even remember where the hypno began and my true feelings began anymore. These feel like my true feelings now...like 100%.. I feel like I was meant to be female 100% even though when I think about it I dont think i was always like this. Even when I was in elementary school something about being female intrigued me...it got worse and worse as puberty happened...i definitely think there is some kind of plot for this sort of thing...something I watched when I was younger that twisted my mind, funny thing is I'm very self aware and a 130iq person...i see all this and know something brainwashed me from like as early as 8 years old.

    But why am I telling you all this? Because as aware as I am about most of these things I dont care, this is the scary part. Between the hypno porn and my foundation for being confused there is no basis for me except this...this is what i am now and I dont even care...im happy even...but i recognize the dangers of this and am giving you all this warning...there are others like me...other lost ones who literally have this stuff sewed into our very beings, there is NO return if this stuff hits before your development..i know others like me and they have similar stories.

    All I'm saying is beware and remember "the lost ones" watch the trends for this stuff to be viewed by younger and younger people...i wouldn't be suprised but just imagine what would happen with more and more lost ones in society? People that can literally not be fixed because it becomes a literal part of their being, But I'll leave that for you guys to discuss.

    With love, "a lost one"

    You've been warned.
     
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  9. Sep 6, 2017 #169
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    It's an interesting theory you have come up with but I think you are wrong. The people who make the sissy hypno videos probably have the same fetish and decided to make a few videos and share them. I don't think they actually work in real life.

    How could a bunch of flashing images and videos with words rewire your brain into wanting to be a sissy? It's not possible. I've watched a few myself and I can tell you they do not have an effect on you… unless you masturbated to them for years and years… then that may have affect on you.
     
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  10. Sep 8, 2017 #170
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    Well... That's what many of us have done recent years, and that's effected us.

    PS. Great topic, btw...
     
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  11. Sep 8, 2017 #171
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    On 7/15/17, ' MANINSEARCHOFASOUL' posted a link to this test, but I don't know what the results mean.
     
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  12. Sep 11, 2017 #172
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    I got: Neuroticism was high, at 90%. Anyone get higher? uh.
     
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  13. Sep 14, 2017 #173
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    hi, it feels nice to not be alone in this "sissy hypno" hell hole. i thought i would share my "life-with-porn" story.
    my experiience in this, that all porn fucks your brain up and i think we can all agree on that. (ps i'm from sweden so dont get mad for bad spellings). i whatch my first porn image when i was about 7 or 8 and this was before internet in all houses, than we got a computer when i was about 10 and we got internet and i started watching porn images on the internet. when i was a kid i was also bullied and that had a big affect on me so i guess i turned to porn and after the big "O" i felt shame but i continued and after some years i watched "all anal" movies and when i was about 16-17 years old i realized i was addicted. I had a girlfriend when i was 17-18 , she left me cuz of my erictile dysfunction and thought there were something seriously wrong with me, so there when i was a virgin my fear for sex irl began. i was 19 when a lost my virginity and i was drunk, it barley worked out. when i was about 20 i found transwoman porn cuz i needed a better trigger, when i was 23 i found sissy hypno and i felt disgusted with my self and the shame that came with that , i have done some things with my ass that didnt help my anxiety and some other crap it made me do, when i started watching this crap i never thought i would actually do any of this, i just thought it was just another fetish, butwhen i was about 26 i started to do shit with my self i'm not proud of , i started smoking weed about the same time, it feels like the weed just got me further and deeper into sissy shit. now i'm done with this shit.
    it made an impact on me, before i was always happy and i could always talk to new people and i considered myself an outgoing guy but now i feel like i am introverted and it breaks me down. i couple of hours ago i jacked off for the last time i hope .
     
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  14. Sep 18, 2017 #174
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    My suggestion on fixing it is meditate. You can put your self in your own kind of trance you can focus on what ever you would like and rewire your brain. Tell your self opposite of what the hypno tells you to do. It you really want to fix this fetishes and live a normal live where your addiction does not control and dictate every single part of your day. If you are just starting good stop now. Do you hear the people on here how much it sucks. P. In general will warp your mind just do no porn go to bed on tome start the day doing somthing. Ive struggled with this a long time I would involve drugs with the sissy trance to make it ezier. Id stay up all night high and doing what are really hateful acts to my body I feel satanic when I do it I know it hurts. Ur a hole is ment for things to go out not in. To have such a strong fetish means you are lacking some great fullfillent in you life. End your bad traces and find a greater goal sI'm thing you really wanna do no P. Somthing where you will feel good about your self after. It might take more work but it will bring you lasting happiness no quick burst of "mindless sissy bliss" as one of these caprions says. The world needs men more then ever don't let this P. Warp your mind into thinking your somthing your not. Every time you Wana PMO do medition. Or read a book try science of being well. It's a 3 part series read them. All just start 1 at a time even if you do P finish the material do meditation do some type of work out will your self out of your shit only you can do it and you can and will!
     
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  15. Sep 21, 2017 #175
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    I have watched alot of open for quite a while and have gone to transgendered person porn. I need to kick the habit
     
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  16. Sep 28, 2017 #176
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    This shit is ruining my fucking life. I'm 17 years old. I had a cd fetish at a young age but it went away and doesn't turn me on anymore. I also was semi-molested. A male friend used to sexualize me through bets and dares in which we'd perform sexual acts on one another. (Humping, sucking, massaging). At first I was unwilling but eventually it grew on me. This occurred from middle school into sophomore year. I fell in love with girls at a very young age. I got a girlfriend this year. I never had any performance issues until she went to Europe for two weeks and I started working with the kid aforementioned. Prior to the girlfriend I'd occasionally watch gay porn and just feel really guilty and shitty afterward. But while my girlfriend was in Europe, I discovered sissy hypno. I masturbated it to with headphones once or twice while high. Only maybe four times while sober. I went through a great anxiety whether or not I could perform sexually for her. My normal sexuality came back and she made me really horny for a couple weeks. Then I started having gay dreams with the kid mentioned above. Then I couldn't perform sexually for her. I had to break up with her because of this. Now my penis is soft and I have trouble getting aroused to anything. It feels cold all the time and sometimes leaks fluid. I really loved my girlfriend and breaking up with her broke my heart. Previous to discovering sissy hypno, I identified as bisexual or straight with gay tendencies. I don't mind being gay and maybe I'm just a really repressed gay. I'm just super afraid this shit made me transexual or asexual. PLEASE HELP. My TOCD and HOCD is off the fucking charts.
     
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  17. Sep 28, 2017 #177
    dragonaire

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    Let stuff follow its natural course... You are gay if u fall in love with men, you are str8 if u fall in love with women, you are bi if you fall in love with both of em. Callin urself gay, str8 or bi just based on sex is innacurate.

    Now respect becomin a transexual. Transexual people are those who identify with other gender that its not their biological gender. Thats all... Transexual males are those who identify emselves as males being females, so they go thru hormonal therapy and become males... same in the other way around when we talk about transgender females (males who identify emself as females)
     
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  18. Sep 28, 2017 #178
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    I have no desire to go through hormone replacement therapy or surgical correcting therapy to become a female. Not that there is anything wrong with becoming a transsexual. I'm not transphobic; people should do what they want. I fall in love with women but am sexually attracted to both men and women. This is very confusing to me. I wish I never discovered sissy hypno I'd never have lost my girlfriend if i didn't.
     
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  19. Sep 28, 2017 #179
    dragonaire

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    Then you are not a transgender, and you are not wanting to be one.
    Do you want to bed men? you find the thought of it appealing? you feel electricity and butterflies around em? you feel yourself sexually aroused and nervous near a really hot guy? Do you feel the need to get touchy feely with a man?
     
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  20. Sep 28, 2017 #180
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    The past is in the past... You can only learn from it
     
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