My progress thus far

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by Simba22, Apr 4, 2017.

  1. Simba22

    Simba22 New Fapstronaut

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    Hello everyone, in life it's great to celebrate even the most smallest of successes, they signify improvement even if it's just a tad but. Now here is my story shortened up.
    So to get to the main points, I was an uncircumcised virgin until age 21, who frequently masturbated. I started PMO frequently at age 15, 16, prior to that I found porn good but I preferred to use fantasy or just pictures, because I found bodily secretions in porn very disgusting hahaha, eventually I became numb to it. Anyways, I noticed that my foreskin didn't fully retract turns out I had a tight frenulum. Fast-forward, I tried having sex with my gf at age 21, realised I couldn't feel any pleasure although I was hard as a rock, also it when I went inside her my foreskin got stuck behind the glans due to having a tight or short frenulum or w.e, which hurt. After that I began the typical google search and stumbled upon a couple of solutions on nofap. First I started the no pmo streaks, back then was about 2 weeks. I tried having sex with gf again used lube but still didn't feel sht.
    Ended up getting circumcised due to the UTI's I used to get from a possible micro-tear in the foreskin. While healing from circumcision I wasn't allowed to masterbate for a month, I also was prepping for that by practising nofap streaks prior, that worked out well. 1 month post-circumcision I tried having sex again (with condom this time), realised I only fet minimal pleasure in Vag, but blow J felt good. Which made me come to the conclusion that my issue wasn't just a porn issue, but rather mixture of porn and death grip (tight grip), due to being able to MO so fast when I was uncircumcised because I didn't need lube.
    Anyways the success here is that, my sensitivity has gone up so much, the last time I had sex was in October and I almost came (with condom on). Another success I've noticed after going on PMO (hard mode) streaks of 37 days highest and most recent, is the positions I can MO in. In the near past I realized I was only able to PMO or MO laying on my side on the floor, just 2 days ago my 10day hard mode streak ended ,and for the first time in my life I was able to PMO, and MO with my knees bent, felt great that one day I can give out facials :).
    So now I'm plannining to go on a 40-day streak, and hopefully get a gf again eventually xD.
     
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  2. Assad

    Assad Fapstronaut

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    My case is same like u i started hand grip from 18 and now i am 22 and i have lost my pleasure sensations.During masterbation i don't feel any sensations.can i gain my sensations back if i do hard mode?
     
  3. Simba22

    Simba22 New Fapstronaut

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    Yes it will come back, assuming there are no medical reasons being the cause of your loss of sensation. Masterbate with a light grip, and use less porn if that makes sense. First try not masterbating at all for a week then go a bit longer each time. Your problem seems a bit more extreme since you cant even feel sensation when you masterbate. Leave your penis alone for a week then see if any sensations come back.
     
  4. Assad

    Assad Fapstronaut

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    I tried a 17 days streak in june 2016 but it didn't work.Now i am trying to make it 90 days.which i have started from 2 april.
     
  5. Simba22

    Simba22 New Fapstronaut

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    Nice work bro! I feel like maybe slowly try to get to 90, maybe make your goal 40days, then 60 and so on, depending on how your self control is. I am aiming for 40days, today is my day 1.
    What exactly didn't work? You couldn't O with wit M or you tried to have sex and felt no sensation? Keep it up bro hopefully we make it past this point of not being able to reach O during intercourse.
     
  6. Assad

    Assad Fapstronaut

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    I am 22 years old and i am virgin.I will not sex before marriage i am a muslim. But thanks for advice i will make my streak to 40 days first.Today is my day 5 and i am ok with that there are no urges but i am experiencing morning woods not hard but semi hard.And i am feeling tired.