Not exactly sure what you meant here, but thanks for the complement. Although, you are not ineligible, I just have a heck of a head start.
One day I know that my wife will be just as proud of me. I've only been married for less than 2 years but I've already managed to cause so much damage to my marriage. I've tried and failed several times to get rid of this poison in my life, but this time I feel different. Somehow I feel that my resolve is stronger than ever, and reading all these success stories has helped so much. I think I'm probably less than 30 days in, but I've decided not to count the days. My goal is not to achieve a certain number of days, but instead to be free forever and live and enjoy my life.
Thank you. I'm learning to be comfortable in my own skin again after so many years of awkwardness and self loathing. I've been open with my wife, and she has been so supportive. May the Almighty be with you and everyone out there who's fighting the good fight.
Wow that's amazing. I'm 13 and I'm trying to stay PMO free for the holidays, (Thanksgiving to Christmas) 32 days. Maybe I'll fap every 8-10 days (on day 7 of abstinence testosterone shoots through the roof but on day 8 it's back down again. This is also to avoid wet dreams. My last fap was on Wednesday night. Day 2 and I'm fine
Man that was a profound thought. If you had self control, you wouldn't be an addict. That really made me think about my own self control and lack thereof. It's remarkable that Youtube gave you problems too. I think the sexual click baits and the tile arrangements are so close to porn sites and it's a hardcore trigger. Even when you're just trying to look at puppy videos!
Hey Everyone, Just wanted to post an update. Been busy on other avenues. Crossed day 2300 some time ago. Not tracking, but I know my anniversary. Anyway, I know that a lot of guys here are hoping for 90 days and will be good at that point. If that is all you want, cool. If you want to have a life without porn, you may need to do something more significant to find your freedom. I had a mentor. Someone who walked with me in the process, they weren't there every day, but we had regular contact. If you want something like that, it isn't cheap. BraveHearts is a good place to start. That's all for now, enjoy your holidays (at least in the US).
I did not, my mentor was someone close to me. However, I know the guy that runs BraveHearts and he has a great program.
I'm a new member here and to hear 6 years that is truly incredible your an inspiration to us all here, I'm on day two so I have a bit of catching up to do! Haha well done mate keep it up life sounds peaceful and unashamed that's a beautiful thing good for you